I'm sitting here on the night before my birthday... I just cried my eyes out to my brother Jeremy. Things have gotten about as bad as they can possibly get between me and Todd and my parents. Don't read that wrong: things between me and Todd are good. Great. I'd love to say perfect, but because I'm so distraught about my parents, it's hard for me ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm being pulled in a bunch of different directions.

It always seems like it's MY fault.

Even if it really isn't. I get blamed.
I'm doing the best I can, people.

It's your turn to give a little.

Everyone is too busy for me right now, except for my fiancé. But since he's the reason I'm upset, I'll settle for the healing of LiveJournal... and rum ( Read more... )

I never cry for no reason.
At least, that's what I thought.

I feel completely alone. Even though I'm not.

I want my mom.

I'M NOT MOVING TO FREDERICKSBURG AND TODD IS MOVING HOME TOMORROW AND WE WILL LIVE IN THE SAME TOWN FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER AND I'M SO EXCITED I CAN'T SLEEP EVEN THOUGH I HAVE TO GET UP AT 6:30 FOR WORK TOMORROW ( Read more... )

I remember when I met you
big city [girl], small town blues.
This town seemed so small to me.
I was used to the blvd.
I saw you, fell so hard.
Now I never wanna leave.
I'm here forever

We've got moonlight
all night.
Lord, I pray on the next start I see tonight,
never lose this thing we found.
With you by my side,
I can do without the city lights.
I ( Read more... )

I'm getting married November 22, 2008 ( Read more... )

I know I'm not the favorite... But I hope my family will love my babies as much as they love my new niece ( Read more... )

I'm watching the most gosh awful defensive driving video ever. I wish I was done with this crap ( Read more... )

Todd Kinnard Janik :
I love you more than life itself. Thank you for making me the luckiest/happiest girl alive. I'm so excited about starting our life together. I can't wait to see what God has planned for us.
Pookie Bear, you're amazing. Don't you ever forget that or let anyone make you think otherwise.

Love,
Chelseababy