i've been rocking this thing since august '04
and i'm about over it.

new journal, friends only.
add me back.

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i don't want to have to be coaxed into living life,
but here i am.

a while back, i bought this spiral notebook at the school book store.
it was 40% off because it got printed upside down.
it has little fish on it, and it's pink.
i wish one of my other notebooks would be full
so i could use this one.

what a tease.

i wish i actually understood my own emotions
and could thus communicate them to others, hmm.
family drama is peaking as is school stress
and it's giving me a constant headache.
i miss living in san diego, everything about it.
i miss my couch and my faulty wireless internet,
i miss my friends and i hate how nothing's really the same.

can't buy my love

tuesday nights were made for cheesy movies on cable.

i miss laying in bed
and looking up at a big ceiling
that's all mine

"..i wanted to live my life so that people would know unmistakably that i am alive, so that when i finally die people will know the difference for sure between my living and my death."

i got an A on my mid term yesterday,
i don't even feel good about it

:/

Alice came to a fork in the
road. "Which road do I take?" she asked.
"Where do you want to go?"
responded the Cheshire cat.
"I don't know," Alice answered.
"Then," said the cat, "it doesn't matter."