Valentine's Day is not over for me : ) My boyfriend is amazing!! <3 He had to work last night so he's taking me out tomorrow night for a surprise, although what he did yesterday was quite enough! As I was leaving for school yesterday morning, I opened my car door and on my front seat were a dozen red roses, balloons, and the sweetest card!! It ( Read more... )

I dont even know where I am right now. I really dont feel like I'm in high school anymore, as weird as that sounds. I was talking to someone today that came to visit and he just really reminded me of who I use to be and what I was all about, and I cannot believe how much I have changed. Or rather how much I've matured. I miss a lot of things ( Read more... )

I dont understand...

why? I'm the one that cares the most, and yet you do this? It scares me...

I need reassurance that I should pursue this life...

I know, without a doubt, that it's what I want to do with my life, but what if I'm not good enough? What if I dont make it? I dont know...so much to think about....

I have not been this excited, scared, nervous, anxious, thrilled in my entire life!!! I am so ready!! Lately it seems like all I've been doing is performing--and I cannot get enough of it! I just finished doing Student Produced Works where I did 2 monologues, sang a solo musical, did a duet scene, and did a one Act play. Then, on top of that, I ( Read more... )

I cannot believe myself sometimes! I do things that I never thought I would...and yet, I'm not ashamed of myself. This is me, and I think I'm beginning to grasp that being me is okay. If people don't like me for who I am, then that's fine. As long as I'm happy with who I am, then that's all that truly matters ( Read more... )

We all grow apart and mature in different ways. One situation that would normally trigger anger or jealousy or some other form of ridiculous emotion instead brought forth more maturity than I thought I had. I feel like I’ve grown tremendously over the past couple of weeks, and in different ways I didn’t know I could. I don’t feel like I belong ( Read more... )

Tomorrow starts my final semester at Apopka High School and I couldn’t be more excited ( Read more... )

is this a dream ( Read more... )