I wanted to belong here, but something felt so wrong here....
We all grow apart and mature in different ways. One situation that would normally trigger anger or jealousy or some other form of ridiculous emotion instead brought forth more maturity than I thought I had. I feel like I’ve grown tremendously over the past couple of weeks, and in different ways I didn’t know I could. I don’t feel like I belong anymore, and not in a bad way. I feel like I’m already past high school and our “last semester.” People may think I’m mad or upset with them, but trust me…I’m not! I’m just no longer worried about anything that you all seem to be worried about! I don’t really care about the little things as of right now. I care about my friends and what’s going on with them. However, I don’t really feel it’s necessary to put effort into another “broken” friendship(s) when the effort isn’t returned or welcomed. It’s a waste of my time. So I’ve decided I won’t even pursue it. Some may think this constitutes me being a “bitch”--but it’s not that at all! I care about these people, but I cannot keep trying to explain myself to them, when in all actuality, it doesn’t matter. Accept my sincere apology if you feel offended by this-that was not my intention at all! I am merely “growing up” and realizing what truly matters in life.