The last 2 days were amazing. I am too tired to even attempt to describe them... but I had so much fun. I am soooooo in love though, oh my god. If I ever doubted how amazing he is, I don't know that I ever will again because I swear to god, he's my dream
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I'm going friends only. So, if you are not Dave, Lizzie, Alicia, Jenna, Rachel or Roy, then you will not be able to read my livejournal anymore. If you want to read my livejournal, then IM me or leave a comment or whatever
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My mom says I should get some balls and ask him out to dinner. I'm afraid that either a) he'll think we're going out to dinner as friends and then be blindsided when I try to tell him how I feel or b) he'll freak out and not want to go. At the same time, I'm scared he'll get a girlfriend soon and I'll have missed my chance and then I'll just regret
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I have never felt so left out in my life. First L.V. and then L.A... It's a constant struggle to stay upbeat when this summer has just rained shit on my head the whole time. Even my mom was saying how shitty this summer has been for me... and she keeps saying how it has to change soon because life is cycles and when some people are on the up,
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6:48 p.m. Just got home from school. I'm tired. Still sick. Today was hard to get through. Starving too... first time I've been hungry in 3 days and I could eat my arm.
7:53 a.m. Strawberry yogurt and coffee is good. In about 10 1/2 hours, I will be arriving back home from school. Does that seem like a long day to anyone else??
I am soooo tired right now. I only got about 2 hours of sleep last night. I wasn't feeling well yesterday, so I knew I should have gotten a full night's sleep but it just didn't work out that way. That's a whole other story for a rainy day though. Anyway, I've just been kicking it all day, trying to drink as much water and tea as possible but oh
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Today was the first day of class. It actually did feel good to be back at UCD, although I still miss England a lot. It kept hitting me how, a year ago, I would have killed to have been back at Davis. I missed the anonymity, I missed walking around and not knowing anyone... but now I miss the smallness of RHUL. You'd walk around and see the same
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