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My mom says I should get some balls and ask him out to dinner. I'm afraid that either a) he'll think we're going out to dinner as friends and then be blindsided when I try to tell him how I feel or b) he'll freak out and not want to go. At the same time, I'm scared he'll get a girlfriend soon and I'll have missed my chance and then I'll just regret it. I just want him to myself for an evening, just to see how it goes, see if I think we still have that "umph" and if I think it's a good idea... Things were so good when I saw him last year, but I haven't really had a chance to see him just with the 2 of us since then... so I don't know. Could I have missed my chance? That just SUCKS to think about...
I HATE asking guys out... but I definitely don't think he'll ever be asking me out again. Therefore... *stands up straight, smooths hair and takes a deep breath* I will ask him out. Eep.
I HATE asking guys out... but I definitely don't think he'll ever be asking me out again. Therefore... *stands up straight, smooths hair and takes a deep breath* I will ask him out. Eep.