1. I love you 2. I can totally relate to this situation, as soon as my cousin and i got to college she started datin this guy. Last semester was okay...I kinda felt like the third wheel and eventually he started to become first in her life. For some reason this semester...I never see her, she is always with him ALWAYS, she even sleeps over his house every night. Do you remember my horrible situation with my plane? Well her & her boyfriend were my ride from the airport back to school...I was in absolute tears all day. I never received one hug from her..one sorry, and after she dropped me off at my dorm, I didnt even hear from her for a week....ugh long story short she pissed me off so much, I completely cutt her out of my life. 3. Dont let that situation hurt you to the point that you do what I did...I miss my cousin, I even worry about her....I have seen her since then but we have lost that connnection we had...dont let that happen
I haven't haha I can't be mad at Katie. Even if I wanted to, which I've never wanted to. But you know what I'm saying I just can't. Even when I just want to scream at her haha I just flat out can't. I couldn't stand ever losing touch with her and I think thats what I do with people I care about most. I did the same exact thing with Dominic where I would let everything go and I know it's not good but I do it anyway. I've gotten better tho. Haha. thanks for letting me vent to you. And for real try talking to your cousin. I know everytime I talked to you last semester you were with her. Don't lose that bond over something as stupid as a boy. Chances are they wont last but you'll always be her cousin. Love youuuu. <3
Yeah Ive been hanging around her more...but I like not being around her because I seriously realize how DIFFERENT we are about so many things. If anything this separation is good for us, but we do talk more now, i just seriously HATE her boyfriend...which is awful but whatever. Its a constant battle with her, I know its not like that with you and katie...i mean it better freaking not be, because yall will always be the one thing that is sane in my life... you guyz are my home and who wants an unhappy homelife, not me!
Honestly, I don't really like that you haven't talked to me about this. I know you are upset with me too. And I hate that, I really don't like that you don't like my boyfriend and at one point you were closer with him than I was. I wish you two we still friends. And I wish you didn't feel like I want to be with him more than you. Because I know how much that sucks. I went through it when you dated Dominic. I felt like I was there when he wasn't. And I don't want you to feel like that because I know how much that sucks. It feels like you have lost our best friend. And even though I care about Sean alot, it's not like I can ever go on without you. You are my best friend. I love you. Just please, next time talk to me about it.
Talking to people, especially people I care about more then anyone, is really really hard for me and I don't know why. I guess I get scared. And it's not at all that I don't like Sean. Me and Sean are friends. I don't really appreciate how he thinks he can have you whenever but that doesn't mean were not friends. But sometimes I do feel like you want to be with him more even when you tell me you want Kasey time, I feel like if you wanted it as bad as you say you do, you would make it, you know? Ugh, I hate telling people how I feel. Hah, especially you. I always feel like some how you'll be mad at me for telling you how I feel. I'm sorry I over reacted about this Sean thing, don't think for a second I wished you guys weren't dating because your absolutly adorable. I just wish it was how it was before Sean, but you still be dating him. Haha that didn't make sense but whatever. I love you Katie Cooke, and next time I feel bad I'll try and make it known haha. <3
Well I guess it's the whole boyfriend thing, because I know this is how it was with Dominic. You know? ahh, I don't know. I do want Kasey&Katie time. But I also want Sean&Katie time. And you know that you want time with Peter too. I don't know. I feel that since you don't get to hang out with Peter as much as I get to hang out with Sean that you think I'm with Sean all the time, which I'm really not. I try to make time for you, I really do. I don't know. This is lame talking about it through a comment, I will call you later or something. But I'm taking a nap now. I'm out.
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2. I can totally relate to this situation, as soon as my cousin and i got to college she started datin this guy. Last semester was okay...I kinda felt like the third wheel and eventually he started to become first in her life. For some reason this semester...I never see her, she is always with him ALWAYS, she even sleeps over his house every night. Do you remember my horrible situation with my plane? Well her & her boyfriend were my ride from the airport back to school...I was in absolute tears all day. I never received one hug from her..one sorry, and after she dropped me off at my dorm, I didnt even hear from her for a week....ugh long story short she pissed me off so much, I completely cutt her out of my life.
3. Dont let that situation hurt you to the point that you do what I did...I miss my cousin, I even worry about her....I have seen her since then but we have lost that connnection we had...dont let that happen
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