Honestly, I don't really like that you haven't talked to me about this. I know you are upset with me too. And I hate that, I really don't like that you don't like my boyfriend and at one point you were closer with him than I was. I wish you two we still friends. And I wish you didn't feel like I want to be with him more than you. Because I know how much that sucks. I went through it when you dated Dominic. I felt like I was there when he wasn't. And I don't want you to feel like that because I know how much that sucks. It feels like you have lost our best friend. And even though I care about Sean alot, it's not like I can ever go on without you. You are my best friend. I love you. Just please, next time talk to me about it.
Talking to people, especially people I care about more then anyone, is really really hard for me and I don't know why. I guess I get scared. And it's not at all that I don't like Sean. Me and Sean are friends. I don't really appreciate how he thinks he can have you whenever but that doesn't mean were not friends. But sometimes I do feel like you want to be with him more even when you tell me you want Kasey time, I feel like if you wanted it as bad as you say you do, you would make it, you know? Ugh, I hate telling people how I feel. Hah, especially you. I always feel like some how you'll be mad at me for telling you how I feel. I'm sorry I over reacted about this Sean thing, don't think for a second I wished you guys weren't dating because your absolutly adorable. I just wish it was how it was before Sean, but you still be dating him. Haha that didn't make sense but whatever. I love you Katie Cooke, and next time I feel bad I'll try and make it known haha. <3
Well I guess it's the whole boyfriend thing, because I know this is how it was with Dominic. You know? ahh, I don't know. I do want Kasey&Katie time. But I also want Sean&Katie time. And you know that you want time with Peter too. I don't know. I feel that since you don't get to hang out with Peter as much as I get to hang out with Sean that you think I'm with Sean all the time, which I'm really not. I try to make time for you, I really do. I don't know. This is lame talking about it through a comment, I will call you later or something. But I'm taking a nap now. I'm out.
I love you too. Wish we were hanging out tonight. I want girl time. I need girl time. Whatever we have three days together. I'll survive. Have fun tonight. <3
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Wish we were hanging out tonight.
I want girl time.
I need girl time.
Whatever we have three days together.
I'll survive.
Have fun tonight. <3
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