oh man. ok you know how you have those weeks where you just want to crawl in a hole and never come out. thats been my week. it started out last friday with brandon getting all crazy on me. then that whole thing kept escalating till about sunday night. finally we worked everything out, sorta. he appologized and i was like ok. then things ( Read more... )

i turn 18 in like 3 months.
freaking cant wait

its late
im lonley
i feel betrayed
its like the knife
that i had in my heart
was just twisted
and pulled
then stuck in me
and the process repeated
over and over and over
........................................
guess thats what i get
for picking sucky friends

ok so God is officially the best ( Read more... )

i have to write a report on the bonus army.
i dread this.

i drove in the rain today. it was scary. i dont like rain. ugh but the thunder way so cool. i liked that. claire fell asleep on me again, and shes still sick. so im bracing myself for the illness haha. oh summer classes here i come. woo who math 23 you are my friend. and next semester is going to be so crazy. im lined up for speech, ( Read more... )

whoa dang. long time since i have looked at this page. but its good to be back on. life is chill. there is not enough time and nothing to do. school is school. as always. my love life is so complicated that i've managed to confuse myself. friends are saving my life right now. God is calling my name, and it angers me that i stop to think ( Read more... )

So yesterday was pretty chill. Actually almost exciting. hah. not really. But I watched Chelsie for a couple of hours and studied for the SAT's. I always thought that by graduating a year early I would be helping myself to get ahead, but it seems as though I may have hindered myself in the long run. Oh well, Gods plan right? w/e! but yah, and ( Read more... )

Its raining so hard right now, I feel as though the Big Bad Wolf is at my front door, and back, and at all my windows. It kinda makes my house creepy. Its like, dark and gloomy, bummer. But I love the storm, its so freaking awsome. To see how powerful God is and how he has his hand in everything. Hah, I got to chase our garbage can down the ( Read more... )

School dosnt start for another two weeks. . . what am I going to do. I am stuck here at home, but its raining and I love the rain. I am comming to a lot of realizations latley. And above all, I think that life is going pretty good. There are a couple of rough spots that have got me pondering what to do, but other than that, I am doing well. I ( Read more... )