what do you do when you realize how much you like someone and also realize you were only the one he settled for! you were never ever what he really wanted and no matter what you would never be his number one. You were just there while he was waiting for her to come around. i hate that

sooo been a good few days. i miss my girlies like no other.

I'm so glad to be here. so much fun. i heart my room. so nice. my roommates pretty sweet. danced with quite a fine boy for a hott sec. lol. good shit. i love being away from my parents!!

oihwaeoiodhkadjaljr! EEEEEEEEEEEEEE! love it.

: )

I don't wanna see you or feel you ( Read more... )

i miss my besti's. i don't know how i thought i was going to survive college without them?!?! what was i thinking?!?! i love you girls ( Read more... )

wow. senior year is so close to being done! i never believed it was going to go this fast!!! everyone told me but it didnt really hit me until the last couple weeks. i have made so many strong relationships, i'm so scared to move on, but excited at the same time. It's so crazy that it's going to be over in just a few days! I never thought this time ( Read more... )

sooo i kinda like someone right now. tee hee : ) buuut idk what's goin on with that. idk what i want to go on with that? anyways...

today i made the most amazing cookies for hump day. my theme...cookies are better than humping. (not sure if its true but oh welll)

prom is in like less than 2 days!!! afshtaeihgsf. pretty frickin excited!!

Graduation is ( Read more... )

hehe well, today was pretty good one. hung out with chrystal and got mashed potatos from KFC!! and then hung out with Dwight for a few hours, got his tux and stuff. took him home and hung out with Chrystal some more!! <3 watched our part of SLC punk again! HILARIOUS! i love that movie ( Read more... )

my bests- i love you soooo much!! ahh such good times!! no drama with us and i love it. Me and Chrystal's road trips. couldn't be any more fun!! i'm so scared i'm gonna lose you guys. it's not gonna happen tho! we won't let it!!! last night was so much fun! mm, words can't express. lol. you guys get me and i love you!

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...but then you walked away.

idk everytime i go with how i feel, im wrong. i have a strange intuition that lets me know when things are going wrong, but it doesnt help me prevent it.

i am so confused. i know i should let go, my intuition tells me, but i want to hold on.

i worked an easter fair with NHS today. surprisingly, not bad.

prom is so soon ( Read more... )

well i just got home from choir tour! it was quite a bit of fun. the line dancing was my favorite part!!! i had some pretty awesome houses. The worst one was saturday when we stayed in the parsonage that no one has lived in in like 10 years, in like the worst part of cincinnati. VERY SCARY!! i was up til like 7 am. Oh and some weird old guy sang to ( Read more... )