I watched PS I Love You yesterday and I cried. I cried like I haven't for any other movie. They weren't tears for the characters loss or the pain of letting go. They were tear of envy, or jealousy. I'm twenty-three and have never had a love like that. Part of me wonders if I ever will. I know fairy tale love stories and romance novels don't come ( Read more... )

It ended well. Job well done. I wish it never happend. I realized so much this week, so much anger I have towards something that brought such happiness in my life. It's not the way it use to be, no where near that level. I miss it at times and others I don't. I love what i've found through it. I've met friends I'll never forget and forged memories ( Read more... )

I feel completely betrayed by almost everyone I considered a friend. Why can't people simply come clean when they are pissed off? Why can't people say what they think to your face and not to your back? Why do people seek pity? And most importantly why do people think they are the only ones that ever feel pain or experience problems in life? People ( Read more... )

I'm in a suprisingly good mood today. It may have a little to do with my new little friend, my mini pink ipod. I couldn't really afford it, but it was a good deal and it was calling my name. I did it and I love it ( Read more... )

I don't know why I do this to myself. I wait until the last minute to do everything, and I mean EVERYTHING. Then I stress myself out staying up all night trying to finish stuff and then am dead the next day. It's a continuous cycle I keep repeating. I guess I haven't learned my lesson yet ( Read more... )

I saw. It's not the same. I don't like it. I don't know how to tell you.

This is what I do when i'm bored ( Read more... )

Sometimes your least favorite artist can produce a song that says all the right things at all the right times ( Read more... )

It never ceases to amaze me how people can be your best friend to your face and then talk shit behind your back. It sickens me. I won't say anything behind your back that I don't have the balls to say to your face. But I guess the people I once considered friends don't have the guts to do the same. I've done nothing but try to be there for everyone ( Read more... )