i was in a good mood...now im not...

its not taht im angry..im kinda blah...

still being gay n getting upset about being single

idk why...

i jsut want to be ok with myself n not being with some1..its prolyl easier neway...

i hope my friends win in their trials of love...they know who they r...good luck im ur biggest fan...

but yea girls suck ( Read more... )

Got back from chilling with my boys....my 10ies...my sodies...my bras....

n i had a fucking amazing revelation...

I love my fucking friends...there is a laundry list of them but ill jstu say whom is teh coolest now then ever...

Ive got my Fan4 who r so great....

Tim, Frank, Chris, Vinny, all my boys...u guys r the best

Never a dull moment....my ( Read more... )

CONGRATS ALL FROM INTO THE WOODS!!!!

Everyone was so amazing it makes me so happy...:)

Icant beleive its over...im done on teh carey stage....its so sad...but it means im moving on in my life...

I still have great friends and alot to leave carey with but its sad again...

Thanx for beign there guys,,,

FANTASTIC FOUR

U guys rock weve grown so close ( Read more... )

If i cud jsut go thru one day without looking at all teh negatives....god that wud be great...

BUt no..im a fucking putze who always complains n sits in the corner...yea that accomplishes so much...

THanx to that it makes me want to crawl into a whole cry n then die after that...

Like im such a depressive little cry baby...some1 makes a joke n i ( Read more... )

Im so like blah righ tnow....so nice to meet u....

My bro n i were doing a pic album with pics we found when my mom moved out this weekend....and i realized taht we r moving out in four months...

AS much as i want to move on with my life this is still so god damn depressing n upsetting....

11 yrs

11

I think one of the reasons im always unhappy is ( Read more... )

Wow....jsut woke up from like a long pass out session.....feel asleep for 3 hrs....

Neway trying to let me mind wander freely....

So im in hope i find out some good news theis week....if its not possible its not unreasonable....

If all goes well then i can be excited....

If not well then ill jsu tmove on from it in hope of some other less wanted ( Read more... )

Ok...lets play a game...

let me tell all my wonderful readers how much i love them to read my feeligns then give me sympathy....

I hate fake ppl...

ppl who give me no time in a day unless i look like i need a pity hug....

ppl who think theyll miss me....then mock me to get a raise in the crowd....

I hate girls who talk to me about guys who will ( Read more... )

Tear....call me pathetic....but im lonely n i hate valentines day...its great when u have some1..but when u dont its jsut a really upsetting reminder...

i want something special...keeping on hoping its coming...

BUt nevertheless im leaving the square in ...t minus 4 months....i might actually miss this hell hole...

i know ill miss some of the ppl ( Read more... )

.:SILENCE:.

I have had enuf of:

Franklin Square...

People who are fake...

Liars...

Girls who give me no time cuz im "Zach Segal"...

the groups i join to fit into, which i only get outcasted in....

high school....

lonely friday nights....

everything...

Call it a guilt trip but i dont care but im jsut venting...

i cant wait to leave....then well see who cares ( Read more... )