Hi...im blah
Im so like blah righ tnow....so nice to meet u....
My bro n i were doing a pic album with pics we found when my mom moved out this weekend....and i realized taht we r moving out in four months...
AS much as i want to move on with my life this is still so god damn depressing n upsetting....
11 yrs
11
I think one of the reasons im always unhappy is bc im trying to find reasons to let go of thsi town...then again soemtiems it jsut sucks n im justified...correction most of the time....
After musical my life is jstu gonna speed into overdrive...college is a huge hgue HUGE step....
Im so scared....like im i gonna fair any better there than here....
I want to in a way reinvent myself in my actions...liek be moral still n me..but like be more outgoing n less uptight....jstu easier to like...cuz i dont feel thats at all easy from nebody...all my friends say they "like" me but im convinced im jstu easy to make fun of...bc imso uptight n i care too much about wat ppl think act or say...
I jsut want to have a good writer write a good story for me...so i say clever things n do sweet things that actually get me dates.....
i wanna be some1 who makes every1 say..." i love zach"...liek teh way ppl jsut all love some1 cuz they r jsut likeable...
n i also aside from friends want to love....we shall see...
Im sad...very sad scared...not alone..cuz i have my muscial peeps n otehr friends....thanx...
ngiht