I just got this feeling to call my Grandma, well it was more of a sence of "I need to talk to my Mom." But she has no phone and my tele has been dead so I have had no way to talk to her. As soon as my grandma Answers the phone she says "I have shocking news." And I say "What ( Read more... )

I hate being dicked around my Pharmacys and Doctors offices..

Yesterday I had a six inch needle stuck into my lower back to insert steriods to maybe fix the pain? LIARS! I feel worse than ever.. Now I have to sit in my desk and make it worse..

To top it all my doc was sopost to call me in drugs and he never did. Asshole.

I need drugzzzz...

So last Saturday I had an MRI done to try and figure out why my back is in constant pain, my doctor mentioned that I am having too much pain for it to be related to my scoliosis and I thought that it would be something like a slipped disk or anything healable. I should have known better because for the past 6 months I have woken up with untolerable ( Read more... )

This past week has been strange.. A few weeks back i ran out of money 3 weeks before payday, I don't know how I managed to spend 1500$ in a week but I did it.  Because of my shortage of funds I have had to be very creative in order to get money for gas and smokes. I feel kind of god knowing that I can be broke for 3 weeks and not have to borrow ( Read more... )

So this weekend I need something to do and some place to go.

I tricked my grandma into thinking I had something important to do in Seattle so i wouldn't have to help with the re-modeling and now my Seattle planz fell through. I am very sad but I guess I will get over it.

I would love to see my ladies.

Have a bed for me?

IyamdaWalruz: Fucking abirthcontrol
IyamdaWalruz: I dont even see the point of being on it
IyamdaWalruz: Seeing as how Tyler and I use protection
IyamdaWalruz: But whatever
purziveplaxy: crystal
IyamdaWalruz: He thinks its nessesary
purziveplaxy: you do not want another kid
IyamdaWalruz: I know
IyamdaWalruz: But
IyamdaWalruz: Condoms dude
purziveplaxy: get ( Read more... )

After I long bout of depression I am randomly feeling 85% better this morning for no reason what so ever. It could be sleeping for 11 hours a night for 4 days in a row.. Or maybe its my brains inability to cope ( Read more... )

You guys all suck as friends.

You make me feel like the most important person in the world

Days with you pass so quickly

You make me look forward to growing old

I started over because of you, and I will always be in your debt

Every morning I wake up with a smile on my face

I feel beautiful again

You have taught me the meaning of patience

Because of you I have grown so much in so many ( Read more... )

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