tonight I got a call from what sounded like dave's father. my phone was breaking up so i said id call back but no answer. he tried to say something but im not sure what ( Read more... )

i care so much about dave. i wish things could go right. i wish his injuries would heal. he calls and passes out after 15 minutes because hes in so much pain. i wish it didnt have to be like this..

i think ill be retiring this journal in the next week or so. i dont know if ill be making another one.

I don't know why, but the Kotton Mouth Kings lyrics are in my head. This one in particular. I don't know why.

i got 2 states of mind; stoned and asleep.
first i hit the sweet leaf and then i have nice dreams.
i get up, wake and bake, take a piss and shake.
my clocks set at 4:20, what you want me to say?

My face is super hot like I have a fever and it really won't cool off. It's been like this a couple of hours now, ever since my contacts were being gay ( Read more... )

im still alive, not like it mattered to any of you.

jewmanda and i are going shopping in an hour.

going to a concert march 1st with thomas. atreyu, thrice, funeral for a friend, and a few others.

So I'm still alive. Looking for a car. Turned back in the rental car tonight. Went to Ihop with Miss Erin. I loved the Santa Fe rental but it took almost 50$ to fill up from empty. Eff that ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I was taking my youngest sister and Jewmanda's little sister home from school yesterday. Sarah [little jew] wanted to come with me while I took my youngest sister home.
In the process of coming down Merrifields Blvd., this hot topic poster child didn't stop at the stop sign and crashed into me. My car is totaled. She hit me so hard ( Read more... )

have you ever had such a minty piece of gum, that you can chew on it and it's still just as minty 3 hours later ( Read more... )

I have a new tattoo and it was serious business. I love it, though. My artist is so chill. He thinks I'm really beautiful and we are talking it up. I really didn't expect anything but I guess people are right; the second you stop trying to find someone, someone finds you. But this isn't serious right now, it's just talk. I'm still not putting ( Read more... )

I have an anonymous person who loves commenting on my journal. Actually, I have a few. I can usually guess most of their identities, but this recent one has got me confused. They know me enough to not only know my sisters, but by name. They won't tell me a name because they feel it's easier to be a friend, but obviously, they don't know me ( Read more... )