I don't fall asleep easily at night anytime before 2 or 3. I'm told it's because I drink too much Coca Cola during the day. I guess I do. I like it. Fuck sleeping ( Read more... )

So its what now, July 5th? I dont know where this summers going. I dont know whats been happening much laely. Im thinking as I write this, I have really been just floating along carelessy lately. I figure that's what summer's about, right ( Read more... )

Schools out. That's cool. Everything's pretty cool I guess. There's a lot of things I think about that I regret or miss or want and there are a lot of things that make me sad, but all in all, everything is pretty cool. I feel kind of sad right now for things that are getting me down all in my big brain. But in the reality, everything is very nice. ( Read more... )

All day today there was a theme which I've been noticing a lot lately which is feeling stupid. I always feel stupid, on many different levels. I feel stupid by a school standard, I'm afraid of AP history next year but Im afraid of switching to accelerated, I definately dont want that. And then on a personal level I feel stupid. I get stupid ideas ( Read more... )

I was realy bored so I read people's livejournals that was on a directory of people who hadnt updated since 2001. It was like reading a book, and I became completely absolved in these people's lives for ten minutes or so. I read an old one of mine and it made me smile. All the journals made me smile. It makes me think that life will somehow always ( Read more... )

This mornnig, when I woke up, I turned off a fan and opened a window. I did that every morning last summer. It make me happy to do it again this hot Sunday morning.

It's been a little whiel I suppose since I last wrote in here and i dont think I really want to. Whatever. I can't think of anything that happened in the last month or two anyways that's worth mentioning ( Read more... )

Life's a funny thing. Thing's seem to change so much over time. Sometimes things stay the same and you are the one that changes with time. Its one of the things that makes living in this world so crazy and exciting, and it is one of the things that make life beautiful. And life is the most beautiful thing there is, donchya know.

Today was cool. I have been working on my electronic/progressive/rock project entitled "Epidermis" and I have made some awesome stuff. Maybe I'll upload it to a purevolume acount or something if anyone's interested ( Read more... )

Last night was awesome. My neck is sore from moving it to quickly in irregular directions last night. Futz and Ed rocked and everyone partied and it was awesome. Everything was awesome ( Read more... )