continued list of happiness:
- funny videos on tv
- playing guitar
- writing songs
- the format 
- finishing my paper

continued list of unhappiness:
- when someone hides that they are your friend... 
- not being able to find a capo when you need one
LAME.

things that make me happy:
- making rediculously good pizza from scratch
- playing with legos
- getting off from work early today
- suprising mike with his party thingy
- listening to my entire ipod on shuffle all week
- mini australian shepards
- my friends <3
- going to californa in 16 days

things that make me unhappy:
- coming home tonight to my ( Read more... )

i dont understand why things just dont work out for people. sometimes i think im just looking too hard and maybe thats the reason. 
so i think im going to try something new... im not going to go looking for that feeling anymore, im just going to let it come to me. and when it does then maybe it will be more real and wont dissapoint me in the end.

i ( Read more... )

i had a pretty good weekend ( Read more... )

so this was my week ( Read more... )

"Trying to pull her close out of bare desperation
Put my arms around her trying to change what she's saying
Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in
Look into her eyes to make her listen again
I'm not gonna fucking, just fucking leave it all now
Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow
And you're gonna let our things simply ( Read more... )

hey you

you make me think of skies so bright they hurt my eyes

but its alright

you never knew.

you walked home that night or should i say that morning,

i closed the door,

i went back up into my room.

and i cried and cried, i thought of you alone.

and thought of all the distance coming soon.

you snuck into your room..

i remember your words coming through the ( Read more... )

Now I know you're tired
But there's some things you shouldn't do,
Like giving your time
To people who don't care for you.
 

today was good. i went to the mall this morning after i woke up, and exchanged the shoes i got for a size smaller, and then held puppies at the pet store. while i was there, Poudre Pet and Feed called me and asked if i was still interesting in a job there! i missed the call, but i called them back when i got home and she asked me to work tuesday!! ( Read more... )

last night i went to daves house and we hung out there with jesh and jessie. i think i had a pretty good time. haha the best part was when we climbed inside huge boxes full of packing peanuts and raced eachother to his door. and then dave and jessie both fell over and the peanuts went everywhere. haha good times.

today i went to math, we had a sub ( Read more... )