i guess because eventually it doesnt matter anymore ( Read more... )

its hard. it gets hard. i dont like it much. but then again i dont know what to do or how to change it ( Read more... )

pretty much pregnancy sucks so far. i'm ALWAYS sick. and it sucks when i cant stand him right now ( Read more... )

i dont get it. i really fucking dont.

all i want is for you to listen to me. to support me. to be there for me. to help me. to understand. just to listen.

thats all i want.

but you're such a fucking dick. always. you cant even listen. just listen.

but no. no matter what i am wrong. and i am the idiot. and i am doing something stupid.

i just wanted ( Read more... )

i'm moving...

in with a boyfriend.

holyshit.

he took me to look at engagement rings.

he bought me wedding mags.

he swears its real this time.

and i want to say i feel it.i know it works. but i can swear i feel it like he swears it here. for good. fuck. to be 12 again. to be able to scream again. to be able to just know that everything will never change. when everything changes no matter how hard ( Read more... )

sometimes nothings as it seems.

sometimes everythings just as it appears.

right now i seem to be stuck in between. i hate it. i love it. i dont know anymore.

lets be nothing. i heard it last forever.

stateboard is in 2 days. fuck i wanna cry. talking champange.

sooo pretty much my bestttest friend is almost 20. hahaha. shes cutttte and i missss her.

someone save me from myself before i stop.and the dog just ate shit into the carpet.

ps who knew hudson was a car??

take ur broke ass home.

my old house.

my mom.

my sister.

my cat.

my dog.

my room.

not paying rent.

i wanna move home.

i got internet

i miss jeannie

i love my new job

i hate school

andrew and i got back together.

and broke up.

love this life.