Had a serious moment of clarity within the last week in which some of my nagging questions were answered. It felt rather liberating.

I am so tired of people judging me and assuming the worst. I feel like I can't share my experience or opinions without someone going out of their way to find fault with it. I can take constructive criticism and feedback, but negativity does absolutely no good.

For so many years, I've felt out of place. I've felt different, as if I don't belong here in this world. Last night the feeling became so intense that it turned depressing ( Read more... )

( It's a long one. )

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( Exhaustion )

Ginger
Hot peppers
Tomatoes
Cucumbers
Squash
Kale
Leek
Spinach

There are certain standards that I hold myself to.

• Always be compassionate and considerate of your fellow human beings.
• Be aware of how your actions affect those around you.
• Strive to give as much as you get.
• Show proper gratitude to those who help you, especially in times of need.
• If you want something to happen, do everything in your power to make ( Read more... )

Conspiracy theories have always fascinated me. That's part of why I enjoy Dan Brown's writings so much. The conspiracies that unfold in The DaVinci Code, Angels and Demons, and The Lost Symbol make for very intriguing stories that are difficult for me to put down. There always seems to be a common theme in these, that powerful people are ( Read more... )

( Therapy )