it's always about how tortured she is
& nobody thinks about how i might be taking things.

"i shouldnt feel bad for being more concerned about her than you.... you just dont show emotion"-my aunt.

that's.... love?

Please don't allow your voice to fade ( Read more... )

Have you ever noticed how easily your eyes open.
when you realize you're not tied down,
to becoming the person everyone wants you to be?

I wander around this city with my eyes wide open,
I've never felt so alive and creative.

If only i could explain it.

I need more polaroid spectra film

that's what she said.

<3

I wonder how this happened.
I wonder how this happened.
I wonder how this happened.
I wonder how this happened.
I wonder how this happened.

I can't stop daydreaming.

It's times like these i wish i had someone to tell me what to do.

i'm at the point in my life where it could go either way...
things could get better,
or sprial.

i'm just not sure if i want to rush the process.

I only ever write in my LJ when i'm depressed/contemplative.

sometimes i wish i had those picture perfect kodak hang on the wall moments.

sometimes i feel like i'm walking the same path over and over again and nothing seems to change.

then i realize its true & want a drink.

All i want to do is ride my bike
hang out with my friends
work occasionally to make money

and feel wanted.
doesn't everybody?

I'm not sure how my life has been going lately,
I've felt very trapped & boring in my own skin.

Tomorrow i'm going to start a new regiment
of adventures on my own

does anybody read live journals anymore?

i barely time find to know who i am.