i havent been on this fucking thing in FOREVER.

i love john joseph gesing 6/20/06

( To You Matthew )

I LOVE YOU MATTHEW ALLAN MURRAY, MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD AND IM SORRY ABOUT YESTERDAY IM GLAD WE ARE BACK TOGETHER... I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN EXPLIN.

Here i am once again im torn into peices cant deny it cant pretend i just thought you were the one broken up deep inside.. you dont get to see the tears i cry.

I'm quiet you know You make a first impression I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the stars refuse to shine Out of the back you ( Read more... )

I LOVE YOU MATTHEW ALLAN MURRAY AND NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THAT.. IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING AND IM GLAD WE ARE IN THE PROCESS OF FIXING OUR RELATIONSHIP.... I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING.. MORE THAN WORDS CAN EXPLAIN... NOTHING WILL EVER BE ENOUGH TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME AND HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU... AND YES I WILL MARRY YOU.. I WANT TO ( Read more... )

hey sup? okay yesterday was me and matts 6 month anniversery.. so yeah... im glad we have been together for this long cuz every day has meant everything to me. so im happy... but yeah today i got up and went to school.. seen matt... hugged him all morning... i love being in his arms.. and i love just looking into his eyes..so yeah ...

1st hr :: ( Read more... )

Sup yo? anyways lately i have been doing much... well yeah... im bored so i thought i would update.

Yesterday :: Memorial day, got up and me matthew <3 and my little sister went to the parade then to james's for a little while... tommy put a turtle in my face.. damn bastard anyways.. then mom picked us up and me an matt chilled and stuff.. then ( Read more... )

Im Just Gonna Give Up......

I Cant Do This Anymore....

I Still Love You Matt

I Hate Him Sooo Much!!! Yet.. I Still Love Him More Than Anything..

Im So Confused, I Dont Know What To Do... Keep Getting Treated Like Shit? Or Break Up With Him So I Dont Need To Put Up With It... But The Funny Thing Is.. Hes Only And Always Like This Around His Friends.. :( I Hate Being In Love :(

Im Still So In Love With Him.... I Just Dont ( Read more... )

Okay matt... you wanna know how i feel and i want everyone else to know so they'll stop fucking with our relationship... this is how i feel..

Okay i love you more than anything... and i love you more and more every day... you asked me if i loved you more or lesss from when i fell in love with you, baby i love you way more than the first day we ( Read more... )