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I'm back to being "ok" that my life sucks and that I'm unhappy. It is what it is.

When will I stop wanting to cry every moment of the day? I hate my life, and what it has become.

Why do I care so much? Why am I this attached when I knew it wouldn't work out. Why am I this depressed when we weren't really in a relationship at all? I guess I just saw the potential, and saw everything I wanted in a partner in her.

This sucks, I feel like I have no control.