I logged into LJ today ( Read more... )

I am sorry to announce that between my fucking crazy ex, some choice fanboy stalkers, and now who ever is stealing my identity to make a bunch of bogus dating profiles I've decided to gut the internet. I am taking all of my photo hosting sites down, all of my social network sites, message board profiles and pretty much everything I can think of off ( Read more... )

took this with my cell phone last week. I was in a repair shop bathroom putting on makeup while waiting for my car.


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I have no idea how to tell the guy. I know I have to be mature and get it out there. He seems so sweet and he seems genuinely interested. Then again, they all do. I want to look him in the eye and say "do you really care or do you just want to fuck me ( Read more... )

Does it ever stop hurting? My chest. Mind. Soul.

Why does everyone have to take everything away and strip me to my core?

All I'll ever have is music.

Mikey and I got into an argument. He screamed at me, I left, he then hacked every single internet site I've ever made. Every E-mail I've ever had, etc. He changed every single password. I am back in several of my accounts and am trying to handle this as best I can ( Read more... )

It made me wake up feeling awful and groggy. I don't even want to talk about them really ( Read more... )

How do you tell if you are a rebound or not?!

I have a million mixed feelings. Timing is so awkward. My luck is so bad. So many odds against me.

My heart is barely unbroken.

At least I passed my Speech midterm with a fantastic grade.

I don't want to spend the rest of my life as a stepping stone.

I'm so lonely.

I think I am going to make a new LJ and delete this one. In-fact... I think I may just make a sock puppet account. I have found it is more therapeutic to blog under alias's on other blogging forums. Or I may let LJ go and finally sink it into the abyss to become that of a sock puppet account. I dunno yet. I am just getting to a weirder than ever ( Read more... )