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Pat left yesterday, which is sad, but he will be back in a couple of months (we hope). Anyways, I'm sitting here and eating something pre-cooked and microwaved, looking up recipes, and drinking organic apple juice (it tastes like Germany!). I'm pretty sick of eating microwaved stuff (chili, pork and beans, soup... all coming straight from a can ( Read more... )

I haven't really blogged in a while. Most of my venting goes onto Myspace because it entertains me. I'm just writing to announce that Pat is going to be back in the states as of tomorrow (Sunday, 4/29) afternoon. He will be getting a cell phone and internet connection shortly afterwards so I am sure he will probably contact everyone. Anyways, ( Read more... )

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I did these a while back, but I have changed a good bit since then.  Well, I guess I will see how close I have stayed to people.

http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Ice+Queen+918

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Ice+Queen+918

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Happy three years, Pat.  It's amazing how life goes on and every twist brings something new and potentially wonderful.  I am grateful for what it is that I have.  If I could go back three years and tell myself that today I would go to Denny's and go driving around in a big blue pickup truck with a person who would fall in love with me, I would ( Read more... )

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I was just told that because I focus on my personal life, and Pat going to Iraq, there has been a time this semester that I did not do my job.  As if I can't have a personal life and do a job correctly.  PISS THE FUCK OFF!  THAT'S BULLSHIT!  I want some fucking Taco Bell now.  Or Wendy's.  Or Popeyes.  FUCK!

Happy Birthday, Pat!  
I love you more than anything!

I'm older, but no wiser.
I still make the same mistakes.
I feel like a fool for the same things.
I'm less naive, but I still believe in stupid things.
I expect less out of life, but I can't help but hope for it even more than ever.

So that's me right now. :) Don't worry; I'm working on it.