agh. I wish i had a remote so i could fast foward through time. I would hate to lose a few days, but i am so anxious. Jose is getting out of jail so soon. I cant even function ( Read more... )

The world is deteriorating and I don't want to be a part of it. Not like die, but just enjoy life somewhere else ( Read more... )

If i did then I would go to sweden.

I want to use my wealth to my advantage in this ( Read more... )

I just got myself a lawyer. for the time being. What i really need is an immigration lawyer.
I am sooo fucking distraught. My in-laws and I are at a real loss on what to do. On december 4th if i have not gotten everything together jose is going to be deported. I cannot stop crying. Omgosh. I dont know what i am going to do.

i dont expect soon, but when will my days be tolerable?

lack of reality. it was never really a concern. blah blah blah blah blah.
my life is going to be so different. This is really hard to fathom

o and did i mention..i have damage to my lungs at the age of twenty ( Read more... )

Just finished my stay at Westchester county jail. (I hope....) I got out after six on a $3,000 bail. I have court dec. 4 ( Read more... )

why do i bother reading the newspaper