[ongoing/drabble] For Who You Are - Ohmiya (3/10)
Title: For Who You Are
Author : ica_90
Pairing : Ohmiya
Rating : NC-17 (no direct mention)
Genre: fluff, mpreg, crack
Summary : Explanations and of course there's always a soft spot for Ohno Satoshi in Ninomiya Kazunari's heart
Disclaimer: Ninomiya Kazunari and ohno Satoshi, forgive me for my weird imagination. Forgive me for my idea. But please stay forever. I love you guys.
Notes: unbeta. For my beloved Ohmiya sisters who have been hurting together with me since 3 days ago. I love you guys (dini, zha, and tiqa)
Three - Nino, Stop Running Away From Me
It has been a week. Neechan has a new nick name for Oh-chan though. Creepy Stalker. I kinda agree with her. That old man kept returning every day, waiting for me outside of the house but will hid when he saw kaachan went out to throw the garbage. He will waited every day, that kaachan wasn’t sure what she should do to stop the man from coming back. What was he expect actually? For me to went out of the house and show everyone my visible bump?
Johnny-san called me this morning, asking about the whole situation. His ‘YOU, stop joking’ at first almost make me died of horror, but his ‘don’t you dare abort the baby’ makes me moved so much that I cried. He said even though the one who should be responsible about it refuse to do so, the one inside me is a life. A life that wasn’t my job to take away. By the end of the phone call, he concluded it with ‘take care of yourself’ and ‘is it enough if I let you on leave for 9 months?’
I can’t stop smiling since the moment the phone calls ended. But when Kaachan entered my room, frowning, my smiles faded.
“Would you like to meet him? He’s out there. Again,” Kaachan asked, dissatisfaction was obvious in her voice. I quickly shook my head.
“I think I should go somewhere else. If I keep staying here, he’ll be-“
“Don’t you dare thinking that you’re going away from my eyes, Kazu! I won’t allow it” kaachan cut me.
“but-“
“No buts! Me and your neechan has planned something else, and we’re going to do it today. Later, after that creepy stalker of yours went away, we’re leaving,”
“Huh? To where?”
“Somewhere,” she smiled, winking at me before went out of my room.
And everyone asked me where I got that sly attitude from.
****
Okinawa.
I hate sea. The smell, the water, the sound of the waves. I can’t stand it. But that was before. I wasn’t really sure why but walking along the beach somehow calms me. Maybe it was the baby. It’s ohno’s after all. That man loves sea more than anything. Maybe even more than me.
Ohno. Oh-chan. why can’t that name slipped away from my mind? Why is it him I keep thinking about when the man probably never cares about me?
I chuckled when I saw a familiar figure approaching me. Familiar as if it was him. I must be imagining things however. No possible way he will be here. He never knew. He would never knew.
I quickly turned around, heading back to the cottage where my family rent for the sudden vacation. But before I could make my way there, a voice stopped me.
“Kazu…”
I froze. It was him. it took me a moment to turn to look at the owner of the voice, and when I did, only god knew how much it confused me. Watching him there, standing with his usual sleepy face, smile radiantly as if it was nothing happened between us. God, I miss this man!
“What are you doing here?” I shot a question. He grinned while answering.
“Fishing,”
“Stop lying,” I snapped at him. “You always go fishing on the boat. “
The grin never left his face. He walked towards me, not even a glimpse of hesitation was shown in his steps.
“it can’t be denied that you still know me well, ne kazunari,” I rolled my eyes annoyingly. I was about to turn away from him again but he was fast enough, grabbing me by my wrist, before turn me to look at him again.
“What should I do, Kazu?”
“Huh?”
“The fish that I want to catch couldn’t be catch if I stay on the boat. And they kept running away from me,”
“You’re talking nonsense Oh-chan,”
“I guess so,” he pulled me towards him soft. “I want to catch a pregnant fish”
I snort.
“You’re not talking about me, don’t you?
He shook his head. My heart dropped. But when I saw he grinned, I know he’s going to say something else.
“I’m talking about you and the baby inside here,” he said, caressing the visible bump on me lovingly.
I blushed instantly as I heard he said that. Cheesy, subtly romantic. But heck. Why am I going to let my guard down now? Whatever he has said to me before was so harsh that it broke me to the point that I wasn’t sure if it can be heal.
I push him hard, making him to startle a little by my act. I looked at him with dissatisfaction shown on my face. And when he tried to approach em again, I take a few steps behind avoiding him. The sand almost makes me tripped but before it happened, he was there, holding me from falling. Once again, I pushed him hard.
“Don’t touch me! You don’t deserved me,”
“Why not?” he replied. “After all of this time, why now? Why is it now? Why don’t I deserved you now?”
I kept silent, murderously glared at him. How could he ask me the question when every reason to what happened now was him?
“We’ve broke up. I wouldn’t let you touch me again,”
“Who said so?”
“For god sake, Satoshi! You said that we should stay away from each other! And you left!”
“That’s because I can’t controlled my lust on you!”
Excuse me?
“Oh god, Kazunari. I never mean to leave you forever. 4 weeks were such a torture. Staying away from you was like taking half of my soul away from me. And you thought that we’re breaking up?”
“Because you never return!”
“if I return, I might be fucking you on our damn sofa again. I need my self control. Because last time we made it, I can’t differentiate which one is painful or pleasure moan. I kept telling myself that I’m hurting you and I need to stop. That’s why I decided that we need to stay away from each other,”
I constantly look at him as he kept narrating his reason. It sounded ridiculous. So ridiculous.
“Stop deciding things by your own, Satoshi. Especially when that decision of yours included me in it,”
“I know. I’m just stu-“
“And what the hell with saying I’m gross? Even more, you accused me for cheating behind your back,”
He lowered his head. But realizing that he needed to convince me, he looked at me again, this time eyes to eyes.
“you know how sometimes we often jokes around,” he began again. “the whole topic was ridiculous. I was thinking there’s no possible way that a man can pregnant. I thought it was another joke. I played along with it. and I then I got carried away and- god Kazu. I never mean those words. I guess I’m just-“
“Stupid,” I finished his unfinished word earlier.
Once again, he lowered his head but his hands slowly made their way to my arms, gripping them in despair.
“I really love you, Kazu. Just, stop running away from me,”
He paused.
“That baby you carry at the moment, it’s mine. People has been saying that I am irresponsible to you, but that’s not what I care. Because that’s not what I’m gonna do. I will never run away from us. The baby is us, so please stop running away from me because you are my life. And now the baby too,”
I have no more words to retort. I was given explanations by him and eventhough it sounded ridiculous, or maybe I’m just biased, there’s always a soft spot for him in my heart.
Slowly, he raised his head again, facing me.
“Take me back into your life?” he asked, desperate.
“No,” I almost laughed when I saw his shoulder almost the same as Sho-chan nadegata. But I just won’t be that cruel to him for long. I’m sure he had it enough.
“you said so we never break up. So ‘taking you back into my life’ wasn’t the right phrase for it, don’t you thing?” he frowned, confused. I can’t help laughing this time. “And besides Satoshi, I just think that the baby loves sea as well. That quality of yours in the small life inside me, I just think it sent me a message that I should give a chance to its papa, isn’t it?”
I could see how his lips forming the smile. Hope and happiness was shown in his eyes and I’m sure in mine too. When he leaned in, his lips meeting mine and we kiss clumsily as if it was the first time we kiss, I wasn’t sure if I ever deserved this kind of life.
God has granted me happiness.
and yes Satoshi, I will stop running away from you again.
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Previous Chapter
Two - I have my family || current || Three: Nino, Stop running away from me
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extra note: i got carried away. this one reach 1400+ words. orz
Author : ica_90
Pairing : Ohmiya
Rating : NC-17 (no direct mention)
Genre: fluff, mpreg, crack
Summary : Explanations and of course there's always a soft spot for Ohno Satoshi in Ninomiya Kazunari's heart
Disclaimer: Ninomiya Kazunari and ohno Satoshi, forgive me for my weird imagination. Forgive me for my idea. But please stay forever. I love you guys.
Notes: unbeta. For my beloved Ohmiya sisters who have been hurting together with me since 3 days ago. I love you guys (dini, zha, and tiqa)
Three - Nino, Stop Running Away From Me
It has been a week. Neechan has a new nick name for Oh-chan though. Creepy Stalker. I kinda agree with her. That old man kept returning every day, waiting for me outside of the house but will hid when he saw kaachan went out to throw the garbage. He will waited every day, that kaachan wasn’t sure what she should do to stop the man from coming back. What was he expect actually? For me to went out of the house and show everyone my visible bump?
Johnny-san called me this morning, asking about the whole situation. His ‘YOU, stop joking’ at first almost make me died of horror, but his ‘don’t you dare abort the baby’ makes me moved so much that I cried. He said even though the one who should be responsible about it refuse to do so, the one inside me is a life. A life that wasn’t my job to take away. By the end of the phone call, he concluded it with ‘take care of yourself’ and ‘is it enough if I let you on leave for 9 months?’
I can’t stop smiling since the moment the phone calls ended. But when Kaachan entered my room, frowning, my smiles faded.
“Would you like to meet him? He’s out there. Again,” Kaachan asked, dissatisfaction was obvious in her voice. I quickly shook my head.
“I think I should go somewhere else. If I keep staying here, he’ll be-“
“Don’t you dare thinking that you’re going away from my eyes, Kazu! I won’t allow it” kaachan cut me.
“but-“
“No buts! Me and your neechan has planned something else, and we’re going to do it today. Later, after that creepy stalker of yours went away, we’re leaving,”
“Huh? To where?”
“Somewhere,” she smiled, winking at me before went out of my room.
And everyone asked me where I got that sly attitude from.
****
Okinawa.
I hate sea. The smell, the water, the sound of the waves. I can’t stand it. But that was before. I wasn’t really sure why but walking along the beach somehow calms me. Maybe it was the baby. It’s ohno’s after all. That man loves sea more than anything. Maybe even more than me.
Ohno. Oh-chan. why can’t that name slipped away from my mind? Why is it him I keep thinking about when the man probably never cares about me?
I chuckled when I saw a familiar figure approaching me. Familiar as if it was him. I must be imagining things however. No possible way he will be here. He never knew. He would never knew.
I quickly turned around, heading back to the cottage where my family rent for the sudden vacation. But before I could make my way there, a voice stopped me.
“Kazu…”
I froze. It was him. it took me a moment to turn to look at the owner of the voice, and when I did, only god knew how much it confused me. Watching him there, standing with his usual sleepy face, smile radiantly as if it was nothing happened between us. God, I miss this man!
“What are you doing here?” I shot a question. He grinned while answering.
“Fishing,”
“Stop lying,” I snapped at him. “You always go fishing on the boat. “
The grin never left his face. He walked towards me, not even a glimpse of hesitation was shown in his steps.
“it can’t be denied that you still know me well, ne kazunari,” I rolled my eyes annoyingly. I was about to turn away from him again but he was fast enough, grabbing me by my wrist, before turn me to look at him again.
“What should I do, Kazu?”
“Huh?”
“The fish that I want to catch couldn’t be catch if I stay on the boat. And they kept running away from me,”
“You’re talking nonsense Oh-chan,”
“I guess so,” he pulled me towards him soft. “I want to catch a pregnant fish”
I snort.
“You’re not talking about me, don’t you?
He shook his head. My heart dropped. But when I saw he grinned, I know he’s going to say something else.
“I’m talking about you and the baby inside here,” he said, caressing the visible bump on me lovingly.
I blushed instantly as I heard he said that. Cheesy, subtly romantic. But heck. Why am I going to let my guard down now? Whatever he has said to me before was so harsh that it broke me to the point that I wasn’t sure if it can be heal.
I push him hard, making him to startle a little by my act. I looked at him with dissatisfaction shown on my face. And when he tried to approach em again, I take a few steps behind avoiding him. The sand almost makes me tripped but before it happened, he was there, holding me from falling. Once again, I pushed him hard.
“Don’t touch me! You don’t deserved me,”
“Why not?” he replied. “After all of this time, why now? Why is it now? Why don’t I deserved you now?”
I kept silent, murderously glared at him. How could he ask me the question when every reason to what happened now was him?
“We’ve broke up. I wouldn’t let you touch me again,”
“Who said so?”
“For god sake, Satoshi! You said that we should stay away from each other! And you left!”
“That’s because I can’t controlled my lust on you!”
Excuse me?
“Oh god, Kazunari. I never mean to leave you forever. 4 weeks were such a torture. Staying away from you was like taking half of my soul away from me. And you thought that we’re breaking up?”
“Because you never return!”
“if I return, I might be fucking you on our damn sofa again. I need my self control. Because last time we made it, I can’t differentiate which one is painful or pleasure moan. I kept telling myself that I’m hurting you and I need to stop. That’s why I decided that we need to stay away from each other,”
I constantly look at him as he kept narrating his reason. It sounded ridiculous. So ridiculous.
“Stop deciding things by your own, Satoshi. Especially when that decision of yours included me in it,”
“I know. I’m just stu-“
“And what the hell with saying I’m gross? Even more, you accused me for cheating behind your back,”
He lowered his head. But realizing that he needed to convince me, he looked at me again, this time eyes to eyes.
“you know how sometimes we often jokes around,” he began again. “the whole topic was ridiculous. I was thinking there’s no possible way that a man can pregnant. I thought it was another joke. I played along with it. and I then I got carried away and- god Kazu. I never mean those words. I guess I’m just-“
“Stupid,” I finished his unfinished word earlier.
Once again, he lowered his head but his hands slowly made their way to my arms, gripping them in despair.
“I really love you, Kazu. Just, stop running away from me,”
He paused.
“That baby you carry at the moment, it’s mine. People has been saying that I am irresponsible to you, but that’s not what I care. Because that’s not what I’m gonna do. I will never run away from us. The baby is us, so please stop running away from me because you are my life. And now the baby too,”
I have no more words to retort. I was given explanations by him and eventhough it sounded ridiculous, or maybe I’m just biased, there’s always a soft spot for him in my heart.
Slowly, he raised his head again, facing me.
“Take me back into your life?” he asked, desperate.
“No,” I almost laughed when I saw his shoulder almost the same as Sho-chan nadegata. But I just won’t be that cruel to him for long. I’m sure he had it enough.
“you said so we never break up. So ‘taking you back into my life’ wasn’t the right phrase for it, don’t you thing?” he frowned, confused. I can’t help laughing this time. “And besides Satoshi, I just think that the baby loves sea as well. That quality of yours in the small life inside me, I just think it sent me a message that I should give a chance to its papa, isn’t it?”
I could see how his lips forming the smile. Hope and happiness was shown in his eyes and I’m sure in mine too. When he leaned in, his lips meeting mine and we kiss clumsily as if it was the first time we kiss, I wasn’t sure if I ever deserved this kind of life.
God has granted me happiness.
and yes Satoshi, I will stop running away from you again.
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Previous Chapter
Two - I have my family || current || Three: Nino, Stop running away from me
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extra note: i got carried away. this one reach 1400+ words. orz