Comments | ibelieveinkarma: im fucking baffled

ibelieveinkarma

im fucking baffled

Dec 22, 2006 21:32

Seriously im baffled.

I'm home... on leave.. before i deploy for a year. Why am I not happier?

I"ve been home for 2 1/2 days now and I'm about miserable. Maybe it's because I've got my rag and I'm just emotional (typical excuse right?)... Maybe it's because Jakes company sucks balls and having the dissappointment of something you were excited for not ( Read more... )

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bleh forgotten131 December 23 2006, 03:23:38 UTC

Shannon, I felt that exact way for a while after I left Broward County. It's not the people, its what you've grown accustom to. I can't stand being down there for more than a few days at a time, because Orlando is my new home and right now that is where I'm comfortable at. Just like now your comfortable in the military. When you leave the armed forces and settle down somewhere else, after a while you will be comfortable there. I used to think I didnt like it because of old friends also, but thats not the case. I miss the good times with my friends, but right now I've got things to handle and deal with on my own without any distractions. But at least 8 weaks a year im down there getting drunk and going to see MY MIGHTY MIAMI DOLPHINS with danny,ryan,chris and others and having a great time doing so. Even if you don't talk to anyone from the neighborhood your still a part of it. Hell I don't speak to anyone for months at a time but if they were heading to hell to fight the devil, I'd be right at their side.

Re: bleh ibelieveinkarma December 23 2006, 03:31:38 UTC

thanks man.. it really helped to hear that.
I just hate feeling like this..... it sucks!!!

Cant wait to see you though.... we shoudl get bucci and danny to come out!

directions for a better weekend ossie December 23 2006, 04:20:16 UTC

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dark_happiness December 23 2006, 05:08:15 UTC

could be similar to what i felt whenever i went home on break from college. i NEVER felt like I belonged but when i was back at school, i felt like i had a place. Same with boot-camp. strangely, i felt at home. it took a LOT to readjust once i hit my ETS date -- i felt like i was a fish out of water.

lust69 December 25 2006, 01:14:09 UTC

being on u're period doesn't always mean u're coming up w/ an excuse, i seem to feel that way when i'm on my period too. or close to it.
Hey, my fiance is in the army too. He got in and now he's waiting to leave. it hasn't kicked in yet but when he does leave for the 3 mths, i'm going to feel sooo lonely. =(
anyways, just try to have fun tomorrow. cheer up, soon enough u won't be able to see u're family for a very long time so enjoy it while it last. *hugs*