I'm bringing up my grades. I'm losing weight. I've changed my bad attitude. And my mom's still the same. I don't know what else to do. I love her so much. I wish i could make her proud of me.
So uh; Yeah. I'm happy. Joel and I have joined a gym. We workout everymorning. I'm already losing weight. It's great. I love that kid so much. Hope you all are as happy as I am.
It's really breezy outside. I think I'm just gonna lay outside on like a blanket. Do some summer reading. I can't wait for Europe. I need to go shopping. Joel's coming with me me when I go. I love that kid. So, plan for today: Layoutside while reading "The Things They Carried". Get ready for work. Work. :] Go home.
I wonder why I'm always so cautious. Why can't I just live in the moment? Why can't I just live one day at a time? I could die tomorrow and I'm worrying about when I'm fourty
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