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I wonder why I'm always so cautious.
Why can't I just live in the moment?
Why can't I just live one day at a time?
I could die tomorrow and I'm worrying about when I'm fourty.
I mean, sure, you should totally set up for success.
But don't focus your whole life on it.
Ugh, lately I've been trying so hard to make life better for myself in the longrun, that i'm making the present life miserable for me.
I've been too scared to do things because fo what people will think or say or how they will react in the longrun.
When there could be no longrun.
I could freaing die tomorrow.
Why can't I just live in the moment?
Why can't I just live one day at a time?
I could die tomorrow and I'm worrying about when I'm fourty.
I mean, sure, you should totally set up for success.
But don't focus your whole life on it.
Ugh, lately I've been trying so hard to make life better for myself in the longrun, that i'm making the present life miserable for me.
I've been too scared to do things because fo what people will think or say or how they will react in the longrun.
When there could be no longrun.
I could freaing die tomorrow.