ill give you one good guess....ITS ME MOTHER FUCKERS!! i got a fucking 3.0!! if any of you know my situation...that means i can drive now...thats right bitches!! i own you!!! hahahahahaha btw miranda is going to philidelphia!!! so everyone wave goodbye on sunday to her!! ill miss you!! <3

well its been a while... unhomecoming was alot of fun, but that was a while ago...thats bout it...nothing much..been practicing drums alot...nothing better to do with my time...hmm...life is just going kinda slow...not making me very happy at the moment...but thats ok ill get over it...always do...school is getting monotonous again..im starting to ( Read more... )

i hope no one wants to talk to me tomorrow because i dont think im going to be talking much if any...another bad night

here are some songs that im willing to sing for most anyone because im bored and have nothing else to do ( Read more... )

i hate me im stupid i hate it i cant think i hate me im so confused i hate me i hate emotions i cant think leave me alone i hate you go away they are attacking me from both sides and i cant defend myself i hate you get off me i dont want you i want this but i dont know what i want i hate me why cant life just be easy for a while i hate it i give up

It screams out, it yearns for want, it stabs me, inhale, i stab it back, inhale, my vengence upon it, is my own demise, yet it still screams out for the mercy of another's screaming heart. but the other's heart cannot hear mine over its own voice. i must endure the screeching wale of that obscene thing for another eternity. with every beat another ( Read more... )

so im sitting here... i forgot all my homework at school. and tonight is pretttttty much the only night i can do it...fuuuuck.. but its all good....ill just hafta do my culture credit essays, my ap english essay annnnnnnd my science homework tomorrow...it should be exiciting...i wonder if im getting better at drums... i cant tell someone needs to ( Read more... )

man i feel soooo much better today...im retarded and dont know how to delete posts...so i cant really get rid of that last one...but i can wait, i was just being reaaaally depressed...but its ok now i feel great. <3<3<3

im tired of wating. i just cant do it anymore. if i dont have her now i dont know what im gonna do. i feel like crap whenever im around her because im not being myself. im being a stupid emo fuck b/c im not getting my way and i hate that im like this but its just me. I fucking <3 her. "the only thing that matters is following your heart, and ( Read more... )

today was great, i woke up...and it was like BAM im awake! i got all my homework done...the classes just flew by...then i came home played drums for a while with eric...ate some food...then i went and ate chinese food w/ my family...then went to go get ice cream w/ my dad...twas fun...called miranda and talked to her friend racheal...that was... ( Read more... )