some days i just feel like no matter what i do it's just not enough. i feel like a failure. i don't run enough, i don't take care of my house enough or work hard enough at work. i not good enough at fishing or tennis. i'm not a good enough friend or uncle or brother. i feel like a big, dumb, lazy piece of shit because i'm not trying hard enough and ( Read more... )

to read this properly first turn on 'the cave' by mumford and sons. they have been my soundtrack for SC (& WV ( Read more... )

first week in greenville ( Read more... )

So next week I am driving up to South Carolina for a 6 week stay. And man this could not have come too soon. Ever since I’ve been in Port Arthur I’ve been sort of stoically waiting to go home, and now I have just 6 weeks left. My patience paid off I guess; the job is a good step for me and I will be able to stay with Jacobs for the time being. I ( Read more... )

i joined the usta. which is the tennis association if you don't know. and it looks like there are some tennis tournaments around that i can play in, so i'm pretty stoked ( Read more... )

i really wish i could box or play mma. i love physical stuff. it makes me sad that i'm not in good enough shape for that stuff. i run alot and do my pull ups and push ups but it's not enough. not enough for real sport or really anything physically competetive. i love fighting. it makes me feel very.... alive, for lack of a better word. i've never ( Read more... )

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guitar is fun.

so is the garden.

so is beer.

and crawfishing.

I guess it's been a while. Things are pretty slow in the life of coco at the moment ( Read more... )

I feel old today. I got kinda drunk last night and I was hungover and tired all day. I guess it's been a while since I got drunk. I really don't tolerate hangovers as well as I used to ( Read more... )