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okay. does anyone remember when i used to write in here every day, when every day brought about some comment, some critique, some claim that i had quit smoking... again ( Read more... )

in the morning, when/if i am sober, someone please remind me to stay away from girls for all time.

thank you and goodnight.

i knew it! she's seeing someone else. i fucking knew it. at least i got to say all the hurtful shit i had stored inside first. that kind of felt good ( Read more... )

okay, so, i am going to bed shortly, but i wanted to write, because i am re-interwebbed, finally, and it feels comfortable ( Read more... )

i typed this whole long entry that got deleted. here is the short version.

i have a house.
we have a statue of st. francis and a mustard-colored armchair.
one of my roommates ate my asparagus.
i am planning a murderous rampage, and a party.

Recent events have encouraged me to return to this journal, mostly because sometimes I am alone, and I need someone or something that will allow me to revisit my favorite lines from Napoleon Dynamite. That, and I feel like I have kind of fallen out of touch with people, and out of step with myself. I don't know if things are still so confusing ( Read more... )

okay. so i stopped writing in here, and probably won't start again anytime soon. so many of my friends are traveling this summer, and i am going to travel too, i guess, away from the familiar. i need to figure a lot of stuff out, like what the hell i am doing, and i just can't seem to encapsulate days or weeks or months into words right now ( Read more... )

I don't know what kind of Sex and the City watcher you were, but do you remember when Steve had testicular cancer, and considered having a prosthetic plastic apparatus installed? That's how I feel with this damn smokeless nicotine inhaler ( Read more... )

rusty tells me that i have a really weird sleep schedule. i tell rusty that this is just the way i like to do things. katherine told me once a long time ago that i don't do anything half-assed; i think she was mainly talking about my smoking habit, but still, maybe she was on to something. i do tend to force myself into trends, intense periods ( Read more... )