Reminiscing about failed plans in past lives... Opportunities missed. Its the same old bullshit, but being helpless tends to bring it out. Well... not totally helpless, but still in no position to really be able to do anything about it ( Read more... )

My arraignment is the 12th of November... My house caught on fire two weeks ago... life really, really sucks right now...

But at least things are looking slightly up... hint of getting my old jobs back, working part-time at the moment, no news on my case... plans set in motion may come to fruition...

Weird dreams lately... I'm lonely... and still after a year of silence, I occasionally dream about Her...

Things have went to absolute hell the last few months... I spent time in jail, lost my jobs, broke and behind... and no clue how I'm gonna get through this... I'm not suicidal, but the easy way out looking better and better all the time... I need help.

Is anything going on anywhere anymore ( Read more... )

Its New Years... blah...

I've started playing WoW again...

While I hope I'm wrong... I have a feeling its gonna end badly...

I haven't played in years... but I'm simply horrified by what they've done to my Forgotten Realms for 4th edition...

A friend of mine died Monday... Tonights his viewing and tomorrow his funeral. While I'm over the initial shock over it... I don't know how I'm going to react seeing him in his coffin...