i liek taking the shuttle to class. i feel like im getting on the bear bus again in ny when i was in the 1st grade, sitting next to lauren on the bus. i just ate a whole bad of kettle corn and now my belly hurts. algerba is impossible, but hurricanes make me feel primitive. i hope the power goes out, i love taking showers 5 times a day to stay cool ( Read more... )

hiiii im in my new room at ucf... well its 2 weeks old now. and im so tired but its been so long! i like it here. and i meet boys which is fun and exciting, last night this boy corey got my number. i went up to him and said heres a shot because i think youre hot. and he texted me. yay! i have my first psych test tommorrow, community college is not ( Read more... )

So here i am with only 8 more days left at NYU. I am definitely not doubting my decision to leave, because I know I will love UCF and be in an awesome living situation and be pursuing what i love to do. It's just sort of weird to know that they will all be coming back again and i wont. i cried yesterday for the first time in a while. i knew i was ( Read more... )

they're selling my house. the house i had my first kiss in, the house my grandpa used to come visit, the house ive lived in since i was six, the house thats a mile from the beach and has water in the front and the back, the house that is home. somebody will paint over my polka dotted walls, and change my room, and all my pictures will have to come ( Read more... )

hi. i love 55 degree weather. i can actually try to be cute now, not like i want to meet anyone anyway. i am loving doing my own thing, being me, following impulses. the way i look at it is... my heart is safe with me. i got my lip pierced for a week, i took it out today. glad i got that off my chest. i am about to take a ten minute walk down to my ( Read more... )

i am freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. and i hate boys.

My dad is coming today. I'm really excited, I haven't seen him in a month and a half. I beautified myself(or tried to) so he doesnt think he has an ugly daughter. I didn't sleep at all last night, not until the sun rose at 7. Theres something comforting about knowing the sun is coming up, it always puts me to sleep. Anyway, I lie awake from 3 until ( Read more... )

i hate when you look back and realize the novelty of the begining has worn off.

This is a word of warning to all of you naive son of a bitches out there ( Read more... )

I'm probably going to be late to social foundations, but today deserves an entry. It's 12:17 AM, which means only six hours until I board the E train all the way uptown to JFK airpoort to pick up Bradley David! I never really believed him when he said he would come visit me, but now it's happening and it's almost surreal. I have never been this ( Read more... )