I did a lot of talking with Doug this weekend, yes talking, not just texting... although we did text pretty much all day each day. Eee! 
Am I stupid for keeping my faith alive that there's something there? I guess we'll see. He seems to be more... invested (?) in our friendship/relationship lately which is just fueling my enthusiasm. We never talk ( Read more... )

Not only do I feel like I did well on my TransDem and French Civ finals, but I had a wonderful afternoon/evening of NOT studying for my MUH100 final tomorrow morning. Both of the finals were essay tests though, I had to answer 2 prompts for TransDem and 4 for French! I took up the whole time alloted for both finals which basically amounted to me ( Read more... )

You could possibly consider this an expansion on my vague emo post yesterday. My mood from last night hung over into this morning.
Today has alternated between highs and lows and as I write this I'm in one of my lows. Earlier today I texted Doug "I'm feeling pretty down. If we talked I'd probably feel better" and he called and we talked and I did. ( Read more... )

For the past 2-3 days I have been aggressively pursuing a social life, and I suppose its working!

Thursday i went to the Chicken Kitchen with my friend Jason--I was in Drawing and Painting with him at TVHS and now he goes to Loma, we were in ECO101 last semester together. He's a cool guy and a great artist, but his attitude is something else. I don ( Read more... )

I can't believe I forgot to update yesterday T_T what a lame way to break my streak.

Anyway Doug has been texting me a lot lately. Almost every day. I mean, we texted back and forth a lot before, but I was usually the one to initiate the converstation.

Does this mean that he has me on his mind? :D

So... we had The Talk
He's A) not surprised and B) not opposed. Yay! 
But he's still getting over that girl from May. Boo~
The good news is that he's OK with "someday maybe" 
...which is really all I needed. Lol :3

UGHHHH  I feel like I'm one of those people I'm always shouting at on TV dramas
"JUST TELL HIM YOU LIKE HIM ALREADY!"
It's just too delicate of a situation.
The hints have been dropped, it has all but been said but I can't just jump off this cliff...
Maybe the fear, the apprehension are an indicator of how BIG this will be if it really happens??

Last week with Doug and Co went really well, we toured San Diego, went to Balboa Park, the beach, OB Pier, the cliffs on my campus, a Padres game, ate at Miguel's and Phil's (yummm) and Friday we went to OC with
( Read more... )

Doug has a girlfriend :(
I guess it's good I found out now so I can mentally re-prepare myself for his visit
Shoot.

So today I learned how to drive a stick shift.
Doug was kinda irked that I learned so quickly; apparently it was much harder for him.
Good times! Go me! I passed the Doug Jackson Beginner Stick Class with the proverbial flying colors
So, I am ready for the Doug Jackson Intermediary Stick Class Part I. :D