may angels lead you in.

[i_willremember]

the weekends always go by way too fast. i feel super groggy and out of it today. i should be in a good mood because i woke up realizing that i finally get off my year of unsupervised probation on thursday [9/11, go figure]. but all i could think about this weekend was the fact that it's been exactly 6 months since zion's death. i keep listening to

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[r0mant1c_r1ghts]

i still go through the same thing with David's death/Chance's accident. (its been a little over 3 yrs now.)
it took me 2 years to visit the crash site.
everytime i would drive by the road i would break out crying.
it took a loooong time for me to get to a point where it was alright to remember the person in a good way and not for their passing.
and it still hurts seeing chance's scars are a reminder of that horrible event.
i don't think in any way you're wrong with "dwelling", it's okay to remember, good and bad. it's just staying down that you can't do.
i will always remember and poor chance will have to deal with it for the rest of his life, but its not about overcoming anything, its about being comfortable and living with good memories.
it's hard, but you'll find peace.

[i_willremember]

thanks, hailey. :)

[vividlyemily]

I hear ya...tomorrow is the one year to the date of Brad Martins death AND the 5 years to the date of Uncle Stevie. I will be spending my morning at Rest Haven.