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Jun 03, 2010 16:04

I saw the new stills from The End, and since my love for this episode, the epic heartfail and mindfuck, is well known, this minispam and rambling, shouldnt come as a surprise.

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epic shit, minispam, musings, dean/castiel is ruining my life, ramblings, v cant control teh emotions, unfity unf, my heart it aches

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winehouse June 3 2010, 11:04:14 UTC

Twin, way to crush my heart again the moment I wake up to get ready for school. It's 7am and I'm already thinking of Dean/Cas lmao. GREAT.

:)

fate_incomplete June 3 2010, 11:41:29 UTC

ok shallow fangirling first ahhh these guys are just too fucking hot...*dies*

Ok now the more intellectual response...

I loved this epsiode so much. Future!Cas just broke my heart as well, but at the same time made me love him even more. Cas was so broken but he had stayed with Dean anyway. It was just so heartbreaking. The way he sent Cas to his death was so depressing and I'm sure Castiel would have known what Dean had planned as well. Future!Dean was so hard and dead inside, it was so sad seeing him heading in that direction towards the end of season 5.

"Everytime he failed to show concern for Cas, everytime he turned a blind eye to Cas' suffering, everytime he refused to reach out to him, I couldnt help but feel that he was well on his way, already"
This is just so true I couldn't agree more. How Dean was acting towards the end of the season was exactly what would have lead to Future!Dean and Futre!Cas.

And cause I'm really shallow I'll end with more flailing over these oh so pretty pics *ogles*

i_rise_inside June 3 2010, 17:32:43 UTC

LOLOL, I couldnt agree more. Both of them are beautiful. And yes, that word can be used for these two. ♥

You know this was bugging me so much in the last half of S5, and I couldnt really figure out just what. Now I do. Like I said, Dean shutting Cas out, was very future!Dean, it killed me to see Dean not care at all for what was Cas going through in the last few episodes. And now I know for sure that Dean was mostly or entirely responsible for Cas ending up like he did in that future. :( It was already happpening.

They are really pretty! *ogles with you*

i_rise_inside June 3 2010, 17:04:31 UTC

I guess we're even now then, lol. Actually we arent, cuz you crushed me, with that finale coda, at a very wrong time, yes, im still not over that. :P

And dean/cas thoughts can be good too, if you get what I mean. ;) Have a good day, you!

childinthegrave June 3 2010, 11:40:45 UTC

on your shallow note, THIGH HOLSTER UNF.

something about men and guns..

i'm incapable of thinking any deeper thoughts at this point in time.

i_rise_inside June 3 2010, 17:10:31 UTC

LMAO, I dont blame you. I died of the UNF, after seeing that holster.

pyjamagurl June 3 2010, 11:50:20 UTC

*hugs tightly ( ... )

i_rise_inside June 3 2010, 17:53:47 UTC

*hugs* These boys break my heart ( ... )

pyjamagurl June 3 2010, 18:45:15 UTC

*hugs* Mine too! Why do they do this to us ( ... )

i_rise_inside June 4 2010, 09:28:33 UTC

*sniffles* I dont know, they love to see us sad ( ... )

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half_vulcan June 4 2010, 03:30:12 UTC

I SO agree with you about everything.
"he was still sticking to the choice he made a long time ago, of standing by Dean."This is so very true. what I got out of that episode of suffering for Cas was his determination that no matter how much it hurt, no matter how dean treated him, he had made a choice and he was sticking to it. Albeit he had to be high to do it but hell, so would I in that situation ( ... )

i_rise_inside June 4 2010, 09:07:51 UTC

That so Cas, isnt it, the single-minded dedication, how when he makes up his mind about something, he whole-heartedly commits to it, even if it means chucking every thought of self-preservation into the bin?

And one can imagine the pain he must be in, to want to remain high all the time, thats how hard life was, he couldnt bear to be sober. :(

*hugs* Aw, Ive struggled with something like that too, wasnt anything serious, but I have an idea how tough it is. And im glad that while it hurt, this episode reminded you that you chose right when you quit.

I love that scene in 99 problems, basically just for the fact that Dean reached out to Cas, and Cas opened up, he asked Dean how he dealt with the pain and hopelessness.... I liked that moment, but I was taken aback too when Dean asked him to down the entire bottle!! I mean really?!! And how could his brain alarms not be going off like mad at Cas' drinking?!

Thanks hun! <3 I just saw the new stills, and I realised that I never really got to talk about this episode on my journal, and ( ... )

no_eight June 4 2010, 08:21:27 UTC

:cheers:
I was going to do my own picspam/meta thing on 5.04 but you beat me to it! Darn. But it's very nice so I forgive ya' <3 ( ... )

i_rise_inside June 4 2010, 08:52:56 UTC

Haha, and you must. I did this in half an hour, and I just rambled, its not even meta, lmao! Im looking forward to reading your thoughts. ;) I wasnt in the fandom when this episode aired, so never got to discuss this episode with people, thats why I did this minispam thing. I can never tire of talking about this episode, ever!

Thats exactly why it was so amazing, cuz this future happening was always a very real possibility. We kept seeing signs, as in things kept happening that could very easily lead to that future, it was always a threat, it cast a very opressive shadow over all of S5.

Future!Cas haunted me for days after I watched the episode, I take SPN very seriously, lmao, we all do, but nothing ever disturbed me quite like what Castiel had become. The mindfuck omg.

Gosh, me loves the bangs too. Ugh, sex hair. And yeah, Im never getting over the thigh holster either, EPIC UNF!

My god, I said this flippantly when I replied to your post, the first time, but you really are my mind-twin, lolol. *highfives* The End was when it ( ... )