at what point do you say to yourself, "i'm counting on you to be the one, and i have no fall back plan."?

i need a fucking girlfriend or something. all i ever do is work, go to band practice, play video games, and sleep.

but i am now determined to move to southern california within the next year.

so the next time i update this piece of shit... hopefully it will be from there.

Storm clouds hanging over head ( Read more... )

SATURDAY FEBRUARY 17, 2006 @ 7:00 PM ( Read more... )

So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down
And now that I'm gone
Try to forget me and just move on

so... i know i haven't used this damn thing in a long ass time. but, i decided since i'm bored to update people who actually still use livejournal and haven't given in to the plagues of facebook and/or myspace (both of which i'm guilty of ( Read more... )

so apparently my parents plan to move out of our big white house by the end of the summer.

i know it really shouldn't matter to me, considering i'm moving back to statesboro in a month and a half.

but it does.

i've lived in this house pretty much my entire life.

oh well.

This is my last serenade
I feel you as you fall away
This is my last serenade
From yourself you can't run away

so... here is what my last few days of the semester are looking like ( Read more... )