So here it is, 2009 and it is off to a less than mediocre start ( Read more... )

I find it quite freightening that when our country needs to be coming together as one and uniting to help fix this broken country, we are doing just the opposite ( Read more... )

I've been stoned and been philospical before, but this time it's really out of control. Probably wasn't a good time in my life (or day) to be smoking the dope. All this shit has been in and out of my head for so many hours now and I'm always like "yeah! YAH!" Or "I don't know, man." And then I'll forget what I was even thinking about. I have to ( Read more... )

I am going through a complete unhealthy stage, and being a nutrition student, you think I could avoid it. Alas, I cannot. I hardly eat, smoke way too many cigarettes and get way more caffeine than calories. When it comes down to it, I'm likely to spend my last $20 on red bull for the week than food for the week. How am I supposed to eat if I'm not ( Read more... )

Life is the strangest thing I have ever come across. If it wasn't for life I wouldn't have come across much else ( Read more... )

Ah! After a day of complete irritabilty, I am feeling good! Today is my mom's 50th birthday and we're going to party hard (and in style!)! I am very excited. My 21st birthday is in 80 days!! I have some cash flow after selling a bunch of things and working like woah. I am no longer in debt ( Read more... )

my love for the beatles has gone above and beyond and i am taking at LEAST a week's break from ebay starting tomorrow after I pay for my last item i'll buy for at LEAST 2 months. For the first time in my life, SHOPPING, not bills, has caused me to overdraw from my account. I am sickened. I feel like I have commited a cruel and vile act and I am ( Read more... )

I butchered his name and I apologize. I am too lazy to google at the current moment. But he came to mind because I'm realizing how wonderful it is to be home alone sometimes. It's great. Walk around naked, sing and dance very loudly, eat what you want for dinner. Not only that but I've talked to friends I haven't talked to in awhile and I get to ( Read more... )

So I've been thinking about how a lot of my entries I write and then post under private. What's the purpose? I'm going to expose my thoughts to the world and the world can take them or leave them and take me or leave me. For so long I have tried to be on everyone's good side and no matter how hard I try it never works out for me. I am being myself ( Read more... )

life is weird. and i have no idea why i take it so seriously all the time. that is all.