hello emotional roller coaster; high highs and lowest lows.

please remain constant for a goddamn week

i have a huge bruise on my knee, my calves are so sore, i feel like i got punched in the ribs, my cell phone has been lost and with someone i have no idea who they are for the past two days, i never change my clothes, my room is a disgusting mess ( Read more... )

winter is so damn depressing. lets get this shit over with

i'm not doing any better. i don't see the point in anything lately. i've been wearing the same clothes for the last six days.. i haven't put on make up, shaved my legs, or even paid any attention to my hair. i truly do not leave my bed. i don't have any friends here at school.. i'm sitting here trying to do homework.. and i don't want to do ( Read more... )

i don't really get anything ( Read more... )

i hate that i easily no problem stay awake until 4 in the morning every night, i have to force myself to bed, and it's so hard to fall asleep. i need to shake this problem ASAP. becauseeee i start school in a week, granted i don't have a class earlier than 12:30 (thank you jesus), but i hate this sleeping pattern.

Which was the best month for you ( Read more... )

i do not have a dollar to my name. and it sucks. i cannot do anything without asking my mom for a couple of dollars. everything costs money. so much money. and i feel like a big piece of shit asking my mom for money considering how much my school costs, considering how much my camera stuff costs, considering how much my rent is. i really hate this ( Read more... )

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lets time out for a minute to say how much i love my parents ( Read more... )