new lj, lesserterror

Why is it that when I have nothing else, all that matters is school? It's a little irritating. I wish I had a hobby, but I guess that learning is one.I really enjoy learning, but I wish it wasn't my safety net. Atleast I have one?

I've decide dI'm not going to rush through this year at Purpose, and I'm not going to graduate this year. Next year. This way I can get all my courses done with ease and precision, more of them then necessary and still before planned ( Read more... )

My mind is bogged with the thoughts of how to graduate faster, whether I want ot or not, how I can get extra/external credits, which courses and can or will have to apply to challenge, whether I can get bumped up, the entire portfolio business, and whether I can manage to fit work into my schedule. I know I *can* since wit all this going through my ( Read more... )

I've come to that same point in my life, where I feelI have to re-evalutate something. I'm showing an image much different from who I really am. It's beginning to be annoying. In one day, I've been called both fickle and told that I seem to think of myself as an "alpha male" and that I like to get into - physical - fights with people.

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What to say? I always find myself in this position, I'm bored, let's type something in LJ so that I can merely waste some more time. Everything is the same, but it is all so pleasant. I can only wait for my pay cheques, that and the fact that school is going to start very soon is what keeps me excited. Those two things keep me looking forward to ( Read more... )

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I got quite a few good days ahead of me. I'm pretty stoaked. Tonight, tomorrow and Sunday night are going to be awesome. However, I need to fit some time in t work on my project. Azia is coming out tonight, and she's gonna come to Smurf's. The only think that makes me feel a little at ease is that Maria will be there - she's god at handling Carmen ( Read more... )

I have nothing for you to read on your computer screen, that will give you a glimpse of what I am feeling right now. I do not want to communicate through pixels. I want an actual conversation. But if I can't get that, I need to fix myself. I never noticed how far down the rabbit hole I was until tonight. You've noticed now, that I lie. And I didn't ( Read more... )

Carmen comes back today. PARTY AT ENGRISH BAY! RAH RAH! I'm at my grandparetns so that my grandma can do my laundry, and we can't find out broom. Oh well. Going shopping for the camping trip with Troy, Maria and Jeph today. We leave tomorrow morning. The location isn't definate yet, but no matter. IT'S GONNA BE DOPE. 3 - 5 days of camping with my ( Read more... )