I don't understand why people can't just be happy for others..... why do they have to bring people down and make a so called "great oppritunity" seem like it's going to turn out to be a nightmare. I dunno. I am just so down about it. I want it to be a good thing, but if everyone around me doesn't support me... I dunno how things will turn out. I ( Read more... )

It's Snowing, it's Snowing!!!!!!!

Yahooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!

This first snow is ALWAY my favorite!

Not sleeping is NOT fun......
 I seriously feel half drunk walking around at home and work.
 I feel like I am on the verge of tears all hours of the day, just from being over tired......
 Yet........ when I try to go to bed.... I can't sleep................

oh god what a week.

I have spent the last fours days in the hospital with josh.
 I never knew much it would kill me to see someone I love have to go through surgery.
He had to get Jaw surgery and will now have is jaw wired closed for 6 to eight weeks.... fun.... poor guy
I am sure liquid diets arn't fun!
I just feel so helpless. I can't be here for him ( Read more... )

wow it's sure been a long time... life has taken me and thrown me in all directions lately...

Works pretty good... decent pay, great people.... kinda boring.. ha ha ha ha

Josh and I are doing alright, we went through a bit of bad times and have decided it would be better if we didn't live together.
 We Moved in with each other in February, kinda on a ( Read more... )

"Nothing Lasts Forever"

"It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
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I LOVE Dawson's creek. I just got season one and , wow I forgot ho much I love this show. I know I am such a GEEK!!!! Just watching it give me butterflies. How romantic things are between Jen and Dawson right off the bat. Man and All I can think of is when Pacey and Joey get together and ...wow I am loser......o well it seriously made my day sooo ( Read more... )

Things are going well ( Read more... )

Holy cow!!! it's been forever. I havent had a computer in like 3 months so I really hvent even had an oppritunity to updaye. I was reading sarah's little comment about how we never update and well here it is hahaha me on Lj once agian ( Read more... )

Finish the sentance ( Read more... )