Baby Project

[i_descend]

I'm making myself crazy. I feel pregnant. I believe I'm pregnant. It's still a couple of days before I'll know if it's true.

It's weird. In the past I've thought I might be, wondered if I was, even worried I was, but at no time did I just know it was true. This feels so real. Like I'm not alone in my body anymore

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[lola_is_naughty]

*Crossing my fingers for you*

[barwitch]

good luck.
and its true...you DO know.
:)

[sarahf]

Oh, god, I'm so with you right now. That's what happens when we ovulate at the same time. About a week after ovulation, my breasts suddenly started hurting a whole lot more. I'm dizzy every now and then--and not just a little. Really dizzy. I've also got the very beginnings of my caffeine and sugar aversions that I had with Theo. My nipples look different. And my Basal Body T is staying up

[i_descend]

I was talking to Dolly the other day and she told me that she felt so lucky to have gotten pregnant the way she did. She was six weeks pregnant before she knew. And the only reason she found out was because she needed to take a medication that asked if she could -possibly- be pregnant. Since she and John hadn't been using protection it -was- possible, so she took a test and was totally floored to find out she was knocked up.

I love her dearly. More than almost anyone in the world. But sometimes when I think about how easily she got pregnant with Hunter, I can't even stand to look at her.

And then I feel guilty which is the last thing I need on top of everything else.

[sarahf]

Oh, a completely understandable response. But how could people not know? ::sigh:: Next month, right?

[sarahf]

Well, I hope *you're* pregnant. ::sigh::