Baby Project
I'm making myself crazy. I feel pregnant. I believe I'm pregnant. It's still a couple of days before I'll know if it's true.
It's weird. In the past I've thought I might be, wondered if I was, even worried I was, but at no time did I just know it was true. This feels so real. Like I'm not alone in my body anymore.
I keep catching John just staring at me and smiling this goofy grin. Yesterday he waved at my stomach and said "Hi baby" so he could be the first person to talk to it.
I know it's true.
I know that it'll be all the more crushing when it turns out not to be.
It's going to be a long couple of days.
It's weird. In the past I've thought I might be, wondered if I was, even worried I was, but at no time did I just know it was true. This feels so real. Like I'm not alone in my body anymore.
I keep catching John just staring at me and smiling this goofy grin. Yesterday he waved at my stomach and said "Hi baby" so he could be the first person to talk to it.
I know it's true.
I know that it'll be all the more crushing when it turns out not to be.
It's going to be a long couple of days.