well....last night....was bad. i went out, with the boy that I think I might be in love with. Nothing happened. He's made it quite clear that he's not interested in me...after he was before. So strange....but I just feel like he must have seen something about me over our many meetings...like my body...the just turned him off. I actually have a damn ( Read more... )

it's about five. I'm still ok. I took a vitamin and have still been doing well with the water. I haven't really had much energy to exercise. I'm going to lift some weights then..becaus I'm telling myself to right now ( Read more... )

Yesterday was for the most part successful. I stuck to my fast pretty well. I drank lots of water throughout the day. A few times I just added a teaspoon of fruit juice to mix things up a bit ( Read more... )

so..here I am. I don't update this very often ( Read more... )

my thin spiration for the day...

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So..I'm trying this thing...with some other girls. So far so good...but it's only 1:30. Which, is still good for me, I've been up and working since 7:30 this morning. I'm going to drink some water and then head back to bed for a little nap. I don't know what I will do later as far as exercising...probably some crunches and weightlifting. I feel a ( Read more... )

Alright. So I am home. This all seems quite obsessive, but this what I did last year, and it helped. I don't know how. But it did...until I eventually didn't have to be obsessive anymore, and it just came naturally ( Read more... )

I tried on this black button up shirt. I was pretty much popping out of it. When I used to actually have room in it. This is digusting. MY thinspiration for today, and maybe a few more days

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I'm iffy about about doing this. no one can know. I don't want to hear the bullshit ( Read more... )