since sunday night ( Read more... )

the last three days -

lots of liquids. 2 salads.

and othet tiny things.

I'm a mess and I set myself a goal and my goals are rarely met but fuck that. I can't mess this up.

i tryt o update this when I can. but it's weird. because I'll be doing ok. and then I won't be. and I avoid updating when I'm not doing ok.
I didn't eat anything yesterday. I wont' eat anything today.
or tomorrow.
wednesday and thursday are food celebration parties. : / i dunnoooo.

I could be doing worse.

Yesterday I ate nothing. Because the day before I ate pizza. wtf.
Today I had celery and an apple. And so I am done with eating for the day. Tonight is a halloween party. I will most likely be drunk.

It's funny. It was always so hard...and then I got dumped, and look at me. I have hardly touched anything in the past 72 hours. Or if I have..I've managed to stay under 200-300. Although...I have been drinking a lot. I should probably stop doing that ( Read more... )

1 vodka mix with diet cola.

7 pm.

two cups of black coffee
1 multivitamin.

3:30 pm.

9:45am - one cup of black coffee.
one centrum one-a-day

the oddest thing ( Read more... )

I have..a goal...

to lose 15 in 30 days. how possible is this? I have no clue.