I know, it's been forever AGAIN, but I've just never been good at this whole 'keeping up with a journal' thing. I dunno. Oh well ( Read more... )

Well, it's almost all over. I've gotten all my grades. I just got back from the graduate's dinner. The actual ceremony is Saturday. Then I'll be back home. I'm not sure exactly how things are going to go then. I'm starting to realize that my 'life' is about to start and I don't know if I'm ready for it. I know I'm not the first person to ( Read more... )

hehe, I handed in my senior thesis today :) Never thought that would happen :-P I didn't get a response from anyone, but I hope all goes well. I still have a dance final tomorrow, but besides from that.... I got my Alpha Psi chords today as well :) I'll hopefully get that picture with Alex tomorrow. Christmas is rapidly approaching. I have ( Read more... )

hehe, I got an A on my French oral final. :) Now all I have is the French Quia, a forensic final, my digital photog digital ad, my dance final, my GOTE sheet, AND a 15 page research paper..... hehehehehe........ fuuuuuuuuuun.....

So, opening night was yesterday. To quote the show "Actually, it went fine; it was fun!" People laughed. I was definitely not prepared for people to find anything funny. We still messed up some lines, but I don't think anyone noticed. Everyone after wards told me it was great, but I know they could just be being nice :-P My mom was actually ( Read more... )

My least favorite thing a person can be is two-faced. I know everyone is entitled to their opinion, and I'm a big girl, I can hear opinions. I just can't stand it when people will say one thing to you and something completely different to someone else. How can you trust a person like that? Yeah, she likes me... I think, anyway, though I have no ( Read more... )

... I'd like to choose love, but, sadly, fear isn't an emotion that is too easily controlled by what you'd like. I'm just really upset because I've spent my entire life trying to please everyone and to make sure no one would ever have a reason to say a negative thing about me. Unfortunately it would seem I've failed. But, on second thought, I ( Read more... )

I guess I'm not good enough for anybody.

I hate porn.

Well, I can chalk one more failure/rejection up on my list o' life. I really hate this business. I really really do. It just doesn't seem fair. Why do I have to love theatre and performing so much? I wouldn't choose to if given the option, but I wasn't. The whole process of auditioning, especially mass auditioning, just seems like an awful ( Read more... )

well, it was pretty much like I expected. My birthday was yesterday, but it might as well have been any other day. I just really need to feel a little special, and I thought my birthday would be the perfect opportunity, but no ( Read more... )