i'm waiting for the day livejournal closes up shop and i find my profile has been deleted. til then i will keep writing to myself on the internet. it's 3:30 am and i cannot sleep. i really want to smoke a cigarette even though i can smell the gross butts in the ashtray on the table next to me and i know it will keep me awake even longer and make my ( Read more... )

inseguridad. voy aprendiendo el japones. me gusta. despues de cada leccion yo me siento mejor que antes...como si una piedra ha lifted de la espada. pero bueno este sentimiento existe como un momento breve entre muchos estresantes. mis ambiciones pesan mucho y el margin de error me parece grandissimo. entiendo que si no pongas esfuerza, no se puede ( Read more... )

i have this idea...about the heavy bass movement....and detroit's renaissance....

i can be such an idiot at times.

at the place i work, miki japanese restaraunt, we sell fried chicken drumstix with finger lickin' bbq sauce but we call it 'tatsatsu age draped delicately in tonkatsu sauce' and charge eight dollars for six bites of chicken. pffft four star appetizer? and the seventy year old man cooking in the kitchen doesn't know his right hand from his ass and ( Read more... )

TEN WORDS FROM YOU, and my thoughts revolve around only you for the entire day. it is quite a problem.

i cannot believe the fucked up shit i hear. or the crazy things that are happening. and i have writer's block............ . . . .....

"the haven of your mouth/low thicket of kisses"

feeling good was good enough for me.

minus the whole no-smoking bullshit and the whole i have to save up 300 dollars bullshit, i'm finally excited to be going to washington dc in july.  aghhhh!!