I haven't written in a while. But I have a lot to say and I want to get some of it off my chest ( Read more... )

Some days, I just want to talk. Not even talk, I want to be heard. I want to be understood by someone because I don't even understand myself. I want to talk, be heard, and not judged. I dig at my ears because they itch and drive me nuts, but why? Why can't I leave them alone? I bite at my nails and cuticles until I fucking bleed, but why? I know it ( Read more... )

 It has nothing to do with embarrassment or wishing I didn't feel this way. There are just some things I don't want people to know. I'm not a very open person because it makes me uncomfortable to talk a lot about myself. If I feel comfortable talking to someone, then yeah, I tend to talk a lot. But yeah, I lied. I'm not ashamed about doing it ( Read more... )

( What did I do to your heart? )

I'm seeing Demi in concert tomorrow!!! Ahhh!!

( And in your words, I hear a melody. )

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I really need a new layout.

I really want to bite my nails.

I really want to not have a cold.

I really can't wait for the Hannah Montana Movie

I really want Cody to get a hair cut and stop pushing it to the side

I really enjoyed having Camille's for lunch

I really want La Fiesta for Dinner

I really love this thing I'm doing.

I really worried that would ( Read more... )

Shit, I love my bad moods. I think. And sometimes my thoughts come of as interesting. To me anyway.

Thought 1: Which came first: The man or the self image.
Do woman really have a self image before a man shows interest in the way they look? Because if a guy looks at me a certain way, I suddenly look at myself and decide that I like or don't like ( Read more... )

I love looking at this and realizing I haven't updated on my life in 11 weeks. It's good for a few giggles. I also realized that the last time I updated I was super dooper happy about shit. Even if I'm in a really shitty mood, I'll try to refrain from filling in the 0 people who read this about my wonderfully pointless yet depressing life. ( ( Read more... )

So, the last time I updated was in July...So, I figured now would be a good time to update. =]

I'm sitting outside of my Sociology class waiting for it to start.. Mind you its about 40 minutes from starting and people are already walking in and sitting. I SWEAR IF ANYONE TAKES MY SPOT I'LL KILL THEM. I love my spot, I get to hear all the boys ( Read more... )