well <.< maybe you accept the answer "Deoxyribonucleic acid". I'm not sure if that's the reason though, at least it has something to do with experiences in your life. If black people used to beat you up and white people kept hugging you then you'd always stay near white people <.< ... and I'm no racist o.o
I guess I expect my friends to at least care... I do get sad/depressed if they don't seem to... Whether that's a form of "my way or the highway" I don't know. I don't get sad/depressed to get them to comply or anything, I just get sad/depressed o.o You're right in that I assume too much..
More often than not, I tend to be overly optimistic regarding people, I think I just need to stop caring about what they do or how they think. I've always found it hard to accept that some people will smash eachothers brains in.
I don't know about the last bit about caring. You're probably right.
I kinda stopped believing in the other half thing... I used to, I used to love the idea, But.. meh..
As for why the answers to these questions would make me happy, not because of the actual answers, but because they would give insight to how I work inside, and hopefully, insight to how futile my desires are. The third one is just about closure. If I can answer that one then I can move on, and not regret what happened.
The fourth is more of practical use, and what you wrote is pretty much true. As long as I'm among people I already know, I don't get shy, but among people I don't know, I do...
Hope...
I don't like hope.
I used to have a lot of it. It brought nothing but disappointment.
I try to avoid hoping where I can. I just don't know what'll happen in the future.
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I do get sad/depressed if they don't seem to...
Whether that's a form of "my way or the highway" I don't know.
I don't get sad/depressed to get them to comply or anything, I just get sad/depressed o.o
You're right in that I assume too much..
More often than not, I tend to be overly optimistic regarding people, I think I just need to stop caring about what they do or how they think. I've always found it hard to accept that some people will smash eachothers brains in.
I don't know about the last bit about caring. You're probably right.
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I used to, I used to love the idea, But.. meh..
As for why the answers to these questions would make me happy, not because of the actual answers, but because they would give insight to how I work inside, and hopefully, insight to how futile my desires are. The third one is just about closure. If I can answer that one then I can move on, and not regret what happened.
The fourth is more of practical use, and what you wrote is pretty much true. As long as I'm among people I already know, I don't get shy, but among people I don't know, I do...
Hope...
I don't like hope.
I used to have a lot of it. It brought nothing but disappointment.
I try to avoid hoping where I can. I just don't know what'll happen in the future.
Hope brings pain.
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